「 9:40 PM 」

After so long then i started talking about school haha!
School?it's quite fun haha.getting to team up with almost everyone already!nice knowing everybody during this few weeks of school!thought i will never have fun in republic poly but actually i did!all the stupid things that we say and do haha.fashion shows in school and many "modern people" haha.
W16R, the class of 24! consists of Nicholas, Syazrul, Lam, Johnson, Joanne, Yi Chun, Sybil, Sabira, Vikramraj, Josephine, Cheng Long, Yvonne, Ke Ying, Ophelia, Song wen, Adelyn, Claris, Guo Yu, Jia Ni, Xiu Qi, Lakshmi, Farhan, Kenneth and not forgetting ME!hahaha.
All the stupid things about "STEAM" and also about the movie BORAT!
Borat's favourite phrases such as "king in the castle", "bang bang skid skid", "i have a chair, i have a chair" and the "NOT" joke!all commonly used in class haha.also the word "SEXAYE!"

When it's time you will know it.One must know when to give up and not press in too much till you are a irritant to the person.all i want is just some of her time but i just couldn't get it.all because we both have not been talking and stuff.everything seem so apart and far from each other.different school, different channels, don't know about each other lives much now.One cannot be selfish and take one's happiness and not letting it free to let it seek it's own happiness.
She's happy with where she is now and the things that i can only do is pray for her and also bless her.=).i cannot do much.but i just want to thank God for letting me to have some time with her.it's just me that i didn't appreciate her and always taking her for granted.thought she will be here with me forever but then again her favourite phrase "No one knows what will happen in the future".=).Boys can get emotional too haha.such as crying when you lost something dear to you but it's because when it's lost then we will realise how precious it is but it's all too late.there's no turning back.='(.everything seems so surreal.sigh.if God can turn back time for me, i may have change and rectify my mistakes.=(.

BYE!

「 6:43 PM 」

feeling of turning back time for her.haha.anyway it's true.if God can just turn time back before the fuel camp and everything will perhaps turn out well.i cannot guarantee it also because "no one knows what will happen in the future".her favourite phrase.=(.she did prove her phrase right like always.haha.guess everything for her went well.=).i know that she's fine.if God is to bring her back i will be more appreciative of her and change for the better for her.no wrong there are obstacles in life.
school is fine for me haha.everyday solving problem.actually i did learn some things in school!haha.surprisingly hehe.

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

「 8:31 PM 」

Am i a happy person now?sorry i'm not.=).
there's still that something there.anyway i'm trying.=).

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say "I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through