「 12:40 PM 」

HAIX......
not retaking chinese afterall hahax....(faking that laughter)....
everything in life for me never go so well....
if everything go into place and its what i wanted...then whats life for...-.-
school is full of lies....everybody is putting a smile over them even they are sad...
whats this??? NOBODY knows....
aLL i want is a happy ending but i screwed it all up.....
maybe i've been playing too much...
i really want to tell her everything i wanted to tell but i just couldn't....how sad...
sincerity is super important for times like this......hmMm....
she doesn't visits people's blog too so even if i write it here she will not get to see it.....
complicated somehow.......no one understands....
if i never try i wouldn't know the answer...
but i have no confidence in myself...the answer is super obvious a instant 'NO'...
if she really can come here to see.....then....
FOR U:ALL I WANT U TO KNOW IS THAT I PUT U DOWN FOR A MOMENT THAT TIME AND......I PICK U UP AGAIN.....I NEVER GIVEN UP ON U BEFORE....HOPE U UNDERSTAND....
haix...
i don't want to write a mask at school ever again....
in school i've been trying all means to make people laugh so that i myself can enjoy my day...but..nothing ever change...the hatred atmosphere is still there....
i have already try all means to take it away but....that one person just continue ignoring......
what else can i do? NOTHING!!!! freaking nothing....
if she wants to stay that way so be it....i tried to talk to her....but she just wouldn't care...even when i stand in front of the class that maths lesson she continued doin her maths....
haix....forget it....nothing in this world is perfect..thats all i want to say.....
bye...




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「 11:14 PM 」

CHECK IT OUT YO!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!
woots today national day sia....
shiok shiok shiok....
whole day rotting at home lah...
my butt's getting bigger hahax...swell because of too much sitting...-.-
haix....sadd....ahhhhhhhh
argh....
what can i gain from playing games leh....boring lah....
homework homework and more homework....
fail so many test lah...
don't know what i'm doing also...
sadd....can cry sia... :'(
this friday Os chinese results...hmmmm
hope to get an A hahax...
i never got an A for chinese in my secondary school life lah...
must get it hahax....
like nothing to write leh....
yesterday at school high like siao...hmMm....
then do nothing again....
when can i start studying leh...
it's been so long ever i start to read my textbook lah
now the whole system is like in chinese i don understand a single shit....-.-
now what sia....
boredom....
when is the game going to end sia.....
stupid game played by stupid people...
fact is the fact...truth is the truth.....
it cannot be denied....wolalala......
u say "heyyy" and i say "yo"....heyyy yo heyyy yo....
wahhhhh.......
ok lah
seeya!!!!!!!




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