「 9:04 PM 」

yoyo!!!!
31st march 2006 walemak so fast sia...going to april liao leh...
then Mid-year examinations coming liao...must study!!!
i so study but i don apply it sia...haix...now must work hard liao...
today got physics focused test....i know the formula but i forget to turn over the fraction ahhhh...
sian leh i really wan to pass my physics leh....pray that GOD will help me...i'm in need ahhhh....
heres something that happen today lah....i saw a moth in the toliet at 6.15am lah then i came home from school like 8.10pm then went to bathe at 8.25pm then i saw the moth still in the toliet sia...wah it sure can stand all the smell lah...powerful moth...
woot....
haix...sadd....
Life is precious if u waste it thats it for u...treasure your Life....
D&T argh....sian leh...so many things to do for D&T lah...
the do finish detail development liao then the teacher check and then ask me add in drawings and more things sia...
ehh some question cannot draw lor...then keep ask me draw...F&N i think also the same lah...
D&T and F&N pupils share the same fate hahax...
expectations too high sia...so difficult to concentrate lah...
tomorrow i will start all my work...
ok lah...
seeyou!!!!




Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

「 6:34 PM 」

hihi!!!!!
so happy today and partially quite sadd lah...
happy because i saw her hahax...sadd because our soccer lost penalty leh...aiya already try liao....cheyyy....
when is my shy factor going to disappear....haix....i'm not so brave lah...weak heart u know...
do people use instinct to help them realize something??? i think so leh... :'(
she say HER like someone else lah...so....i don't know leh...sure not me lah....can see from expression u know...haix....
if me then i will jump over the moon lah...cheyyy...haix...quit daydreaming lah...
building castle in the air....always think the impossible....BHB....haix....see so many bad thing sia...
the person will know himself best lah hor...of course is myself lah....
how i wish my life is pathetic lah...example like staring at the clouds for half of the day then lying on the grass patch sleeping enjoying the breeze....how nice....
but now the purpose is to study lah...haix... :'(
wah lao super paiseh today lah...
bio teacher sabo like siao lor....now i remember sia...
she say mason whether got gf anot then i say he have he have then...suddenly she turn to me and ask me the same question sia....
Mdm Chan:"ferdinand do u have a gf?"
mE:"don't have lah"
then the whole class keep saying her name lah...wah lao sia...
Mdm Chan:"why don't have?? everybody like have bf and gf lah..."
mE:"i don't want lah" (but actually i want lah hahax....aiya think too much....)
ok lah
seeyou!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzz

「 4:33 PM 」

haix...manage to pull through the day with a happy heart... :)
how happy hahax...
but still make no difference leh..still so sadd...
haix....today alot of homework again....must do until 11pm or maybe later liao....
now i'm still not in the mood to do leh...
u all must be wondering how come must see mood then do one hahax.. :'(
today nothing special happen...everyday the same....saw HER a few times this very day....
and in bio lesson....erm....don't say better...
then...raining in the midst of the bio lesson....then walk in the rain home...all soaked...
hope to be sick so i don't need to go school and feeling sadd...and having to put on the smile everywhere i go...actually all the talking today and being active are all part of acting....
just a disguise to show people ehhh nothing happen to me....ya....haix...
for now i think i go do some first then watch some anime then continue doing and go sleep...
totally LOVE SICK...cheyyy
everytime i close my eyes...i will see her appearing and smiling at me....ahhhh...
freaky right? think too much liao...haix... :'(
ok lah
seeyou!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzz

「 3:05 PM 」

haix.... :'(
nothing is fair in this world...hmmm i think i may agree with that...haix...
sadd...
first i'm frustrated with so much homework given by the teachers today....
second i'm frustrated with the people staying above mine unit(so called house) or maybe the worker who came to fix the new lights at the corridor....super noisy...
they are renovating the house i guess...drills sound...haix...
third....haix...jealousy sets in...unhappiness sets in...confusion sets in...everything bad that could happen to a person all happen at a time on ME!!!!
have u ever wondered a boy who never cry no matter what happen or how painful it is,to cry his heart out and tears will keep flowing continuously....haix....
the feeling of crying is just there now... :'(
bursting into tears... flooding the whole house...all this possibilities i could think of...
how sad.... :(
Loving her with all my heart looks like a easy task but....i can tell u loving someone with all your heart is hard....living in a world filled with lies is painful....torturing... :'(
I love her alot...but now...i cannot explain it...
I still love her...ya of course...ehh wait i hope u all know the girl i'm talking about...don't anyhow think or jump to conclusion ar...
haix...now sadd lah...
tomorrow i've to pt on the happiness mask to school again...to make people sense i'm super happy and active...yayaya...
i always wish upon a chance to tell her that iLOVE her but theres no kind of this chance....
sadd....haix...
everytime i see her suddenly i have a feeling inside me...shy feeling leh...
boy shy??? haix...
then will like avoid her and not going to see her....haix...why like this...sian...
if she give me a chance to say in front of her...i give u a 100% that i will by hook or by crook find and bring out all the courage i can find in my whole body to tell her wo ai ni lah....
haix...think too much.....nobody will understand the kind of love leaking out of me except LIM WEE SONG hahax...if u wan to know what kind of guy i am find out from him lah....
the matter happen long ago liao...he make me feel super depressed....u all just ask him how come ferdinand feel super depressed on a day he will know why.... :'(
ok lah..
seeyou!!!!!



Zzzzzzzzz

「 3:27 PM 」

yoyo!!!
now the time i writing is the time when my bio lessons ends....
u all must be wondering what i'm doing here or thinking that i may be sick but.....
it's a secret....for u to find out.... :)
this entry is lame lah....
i want to write all the bleach episode ending for which squad here to remind me hahax...
so overall i'm writing nonsense lah....
oh ya....today's carmen huang's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!!!!
I WISH U A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....
hahax...
all bleach soul society captains are cool...
bleach 26:6th squad....captain Kuchiki Byakuya super cool hahax...
bleach 27:3th squad....captain Ichimaru Gin...
bleach 28:11th squad....captain Zaraki Kenpachi...
bleach 29:12th squad
bleach 30:4th squad
bleach 31:2nd squad
bleach 32:9th squad
bleach 33:7th squad
bleach 34:5th squad
bleach 35:10th squad...woah the boy genius squad... captain Hitsugaya
bleach 36:1st squad
bleach 37:8th squad
bleach 38:13th squad
characters such as kurosaki ichigo and kuchiki rukia woah....
this anime is super nice...
naruto also very nice hahax...
ok lah...
seeyou!!!!!



Zzzzzzzz

「 11:27 AM 」

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	6.5
Mind:	6.9
Body:	7.6
Spirit:	6.7
Friends/Family:	5.7
Love:	2.9
Finance:	5.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

quite cool leh this quiz.....got some questions cannot be answered one lor...
take this quiz leh....to rate yr life...woot...
today super hungry lah..mystomach keep calling me to give it food hahax...imagine your stomach calling u hahax.....
today is the day of homeork muhaha.....but i don remember any of my homework lah....
how sia....i must go search for homework if don't have then good lor....can rest hahax...
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!



Zzzzzzzz

「 10:29 PM 」

yoyo!!!! hihi!!!!
today is saturday......woot....(lame sia)....of course evrybody knows that...
today the boys brigade from queensway secondary school came to our church for the enrolment service haow cool is it....woot.......super nice...
then short sermon by the preacher....nice sermon....at least i stay alert....then end liao then go eat dinner....
something happen during dinner time lah...there are two people fighting....
one was the drink store lady and the other is a male cleaner....i don't really know how they started the quarrell lah...but they both so fierce sia.....then heard the guy say that if shes not a lady then he will beat her up....wahhh....then spoons fly everywhere lah....haix...why fight...hahax
but at last they both stop lah...
everybody was looking at them lah...
lucky no one injured sia...
phew......
ok lah...
seeya!!!!!!



Zzzzzzz

「 7:51 PM 」

woah what a long day....weeee
i never blog yesterday is because i promise GOD i will not use the computer...hahax...
i kept my promise woot....
haix...
EMD was cool on wednesday quite nice lah...
12.10am then reach home lor....
went to "old market" to eat which is quite near the vic threatre lah...
went there by taxi...went home by mrt...hahax
then on thursday which is yesterday....i was late for school for the FIRST time hahax...
then also i got my FIRST detention yesterday too....how cool...
quite memorable.....hahax....
actually that late is all planned out one...we all planned to meet at my block downstairs at 7am in the morning so that we will be late hahax...
i finish bathing at 6.58am lah then went down and saw my friends hahax...
yesterday 15 out of 37 students never come leh....some pon and some is really sick lah...
aiya then yesterday is a relax day lor mostly all my subject teachers never teach lessons lah....
how i wish everyday was like that....
super cool....
aiya Os going to come so cannot relax lor....mid-year examinations are coming also lah...
so must stay alert and study hard hahax...
today ar....hmmmm...
everybody came to school hahax...except for 1 i guess....
ok lah
seeya!!!!!!


Zzzzzzzzzzz

「 4:16 PM 」

hihi!!!
today the 22nd of march woot......
EMD is tonight weeeee....happy happy happy....
now 4.17pm nia still a long way to the time the EMD starts lah...ehhh...
actually quite short lah...
all audience must sit in the threatre by 7.15pm i think so the latest they can let people to enter is 7.30pm....
DRESS CODE:smart casual...what the....sian hahax...at least not school uniform hahax...
wah then the principal say we must not talk or eat in the threatre leh...sian dao.....
haix..haix...haix....
suppose to be happy lah...
but fun days are almost up...
tomorrow go back to usual timetable liao haix...
got three sciences tomorrow leh then still got maths....wah...
ok lah got to go prepare cheyyy...
seeya!!!!



Zzzzzzzzz

「 7:29 PM 」

yoyoyo!!!!
today is a super shiok day ar...
11am i'm released from school woot...
everybody like so happy lor...
overjoyed lah...
i never bring my school unifrom to school today....so sad right...
no lah...because today 11am released and i have p.e lesson today and i don't decide to change so i never bring my uniform hahax..today class so little people then so quiet sia...hahax...can u believe it.... :)
tomorrow released at 11am again...woot..
but...tomorrow is different...i have two social studies period,one english period and two mother tongue period woah...super relax....
first two period i guess will be free because the teacher went to vic threatre with those people who are involve in the EMD hahax...
then english then chinese woot...
today no event happen lah...so nothing to write..
ok lah
seeya!!!!!



Zzzzzzzz

「 4:34 PM 」

ARGH!!!!!!!!!
i'm angry with the new timetable...
the school change the timetable again lah...
wahhhh....super angry with their planning of the timetable lah...
its like still the same for some of the days lor...
might as well they remain the old timetable lah....argh....argh....argh....
school spoilers lah....
tomorrow first period mathematics haix.....
why in the world they put maths as the first period....the start of the day already make us sleepy then how are we gonna concentrate haix....
why like this ar....
please change the timetable.....please please please ar......
super boring lah all the combinations of subjects....
aiya hope they change a new one for term three lah....must change must change......
ok lah
seeya!!!!



Zzzzzzzzz

「 9:40 PM 」

hihihi!!!
tomorrow school reopens woo hoo......shiok shiok ar...
i think this school holiday like normal school day lor so might as well go school better....
school can listen to teacher talking then still got p.e lah...
now new timetable...i don quite like the new timetable leh...all the subjects on the day itself is like so many important subjects in one day....now my favourite days have been change to onday and friday so cool lah this days...only need to bring one or two books to school woot...
i don like thursday because u all listen ar...on thursday i have chemistry,mathematics,physics and THREE periods of english lessons argh....my bag will be super heavy lah....i'm going to grow shorter every thursday lah...heavy bag....haix...
tomorrow first period MATHEMATICS...haix....what a nice timetable leh...
but for 21st and 22nd march....my schools end at 11am woot.......yeah yeah yeah....
because my school have EMD (evening of music and dance) at vic threatre lah....
today the whole day i'm slacking again i think i should not slack liao lah...must study leh because this year is a very critical year...got Os leh...so must work hard liao...woot...
ok lah
seeya!!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzzz

「 11:16 PM 」

yoyoyo!!!
i'm super happy and super high today yeah!!!!!
guess what today's youth evangelistic service was awesome or shall i say superb woot....
although i was not at the service but i can feel GOD's presence...
i was at room 301 praying like mad...i prayed for like 1hr 43mins?? ya that long lah...prayers do work lah...many went up for the alter call...i knew it because my frens told me that many went up lah...good thing that so many can receive christ this very day 18 march 2006....woot..
super happy...but also abit sad lah because the person i want to bring cannot go lah and maybe if i ask her go she will not go with me lor...so it's a waste for her to not go....but overall i'm still happy....today is the day which i had my longest prayer lah woot...break record leh....overjoyed :)
then at 2+pm went to the new library near my house....aiya what can u expect from a library same lor filled with books hahax...
ok lah
seeya!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzz

「 7:26 PM 」

hihi....i'm updating again....
jus now i told u all that i left with two maths paper right and half of the bio homework....
i finish the two papers but with alot of blanks i've done three questions for both of the papers...
hahax...given so much blanks i still so happy sia....woot...left with the bio homework haven do....
yeah!!!! finally finish the maths homework with quite a number of blanks....but the paper one of both papers i got do properly leh....so consider as got do...hehex...
rotting at home now...so shiok...i love slacking hahax...not really love lah...just enjoy lor...
hmmmm...wolala tomorrow at church we have the youth evangelistic service the so called YES service woot...sad enough i can't bring that person i want to bring to this service...haix...
i think it's spelt like that bahx....if spelt wrongly sorry ar...hahax....
so for now i just have to finish my bio and thats it for my holiday homework and i can say good bye to them all hahax...woot....
so happy.... :)
nth much to write except homework for now hahax...
tomorrow then i write more....
ok lah
seeya!!!!!




Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

yoyoyo!!!!
woot...as happy as before wolala....
left with two more maths paper to do and i'm done with all the homework yeah!!!!
but actually the other two maths paper i've done have blanks lah....
the catholic high paper one i have 9 out of 23 qns blank...but got some part of the other 14 never do also hahax....then for bukit panjang paper one i have 9 out of 24 qns blank....but got some part of the other 15 qns are blanks too lah....ehhh same number of blanks seh hahax...
so left with paper two of the both schools hahax....i can assure u that sure have blanks one hahax...aiya at least got do can liao....so now i'm relaxing woot.....waiting for my anime to load hahax.....i'm slacking all the way lah....woot...maybe 2pm or 3.30pm i will start again lah....by today must finish all woot........then i can feel even more relax and don need to think of homework liao yeah!!!!
later then write somemore lah...
now i must make full use of my time now to relax...woot...
oh ya...still have half of my bio homework never do sian...hahax...nevermind will finish de...
ok lah
seeya!!!!




Zzzzzzzzz

「 10:23 PM 」

haix........
still feeling damn sad......boring....haix....
i don feel like bringing in sad things into this entry today....so i try to be happy for awhile...
woot.....this is my 45th post i think ehhh quite alot liao leh....
haix....haix....haix....
ok lah....today ar hmmmm....go back to school again for english remedial hahax...summary again haix...what can english teacher possibly think of other than summary,comprehension and compositions....
english is an important subject....if u fail that subject....then your future is almost gone....so must do well in english liao....:)
i gonna go back to being sad again haix....it's painful being sad right??
i keep saying look on the bright side but i never apply it in my own life...i'm a person which after i'm angry or sad the next few moments i will be happy again but given the situation now how can i jus bluff myself from being happy when i'm downright upset and cannot even produce a smile to everyone...
u know that apple pie,they look crispy one the outside and fresh fillings on the inside these are good things but for me i'm happy on the outside but sad on the inside which is bad....but why?
i'm like lost and don know what to do already....i can't continue my journey which i embarked on earlier.....the journey where.......aiya better not say...
thinking about everything that happen around u is a good thing....u cannot stop thinking...once u stop think then thats it....u will be stuck forever until finally after so long u will awake and continue on but by that time everything around u have change and u have to adapt to it again...
everyday if u can,please take a few moments to think of what happen today and the past....think of the mistakes u made and all the things u had done....after u thought of those things try thinking what will happen in the future if these or that happen....u can see everything is all planned out nicely for u....there are ups and downs in life where humans cannot avoid them....and there are winning and losing times in things that u do....everything cannot possibly go your way....u may think that if everything go your way u will feel as if nothing can stop u....u may think that if nothing goes your way and things that had happen to u are bad things example u losing a competition but have u ever wonder how much blessings u receive from GOD from the day that u are being born till this very living day of yours....if u actually can count them,there are more blessings than bad things that happen to u....so i say not everything can go your way so be realistic and find an alternate path to go on and not stuck in your past...as i'm saying this i'm also finding an alternate path for myself but i can't bear to change paths....it's complicated hahax...i will let the sad spirit of my leave my body at once then there will be light in my life and no darkness....so stay happy.... :)
feeling much better :) o.O longest post ever hahax...
seeya!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzzz

「 4:08 PM 」

haix....
i think u people can feel i'm bored by looking at the start of my entry.....but the truth is i'm sort of down u know....
normally i will start with a hihi or yoyo but today is starting with a haix.....
bored and sad....who will want to have this feeling?
actually i dont feel like writing anything but got nothing to do so write lor....
today i've finish i have finish four out of the nine homeworks....how good...haix....
i suppose to feel happy but i cannot get myself to smile....its like there are weights hanging to prevent my cheeks from going up and thats why i cant even smile....
i totally forget how happiness feel like.....now inside me all sad and confused on dont know wad to do.....i'm lost.....i'm suppose to think of a happy ending but the sad ending also come to my mind....i keep picturing it.......i try to forget about the sad ending but it is as if it keep reciting in my mind.....i always like to spend my time thinking alot on things that will happen when i do this and when i dont do it....
i'm sad because i just came across something that....haix....nevermind i don feel like saying it....
if any of u see me tomorrow and i'm like feeling so damn sad...bear with it....
i have to go think liao....
seeya.........haix.....



Zzzzzzzz

「 9:16 PM 」

hihi!!!!!!
today wetn back to school for english and physics lesson...woot......
so relax lah....
wake up at 7.25am leh....so early....
aiya this school hols also not like school hols lor.....so many homework.....i think one day cannot finish liao lah.....sian lah....
today i jus try a few bio question then see already only do a few....haix....
today actually suppose to have a class outing then in the end only 6 ppl go lah including me....then went to jurong entertainment centre to eat pizza hut sia....walemak teacher treat....
i tell u the ppl who got go lah......6 ppl:weetong,shengjie,dennis,me,amir and amin.....plus mr ng our form teacher.....we took a car ride lah....we are wearing our school uniform somemore lor....
then while eating pizza then my friend sheng jie act like don wan eat but his face show that hes wanting that piece of pizza lah hahax....then if u want go eat pizza hut u must bring dennis along...becoz he calculate everything nicely sia then somemore become a waiter sia....help to pour water in the cups sia....he still help the teacher safe alot of money.....
boring lah......
i still left half of the bio homework,4 sets of maths exam paper i repeat FOUR leh,2 chinese homework,geog homework and dnt folio haven do leh........i think thats all lor....9 in total lah....
i hope i can finish all tomorrow provided i wake up early lah.....
ok lah
seeyou....



Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

「 3:18 PM 」

yoyoyo!!!!!!
today i got something to write already yeah!!!!
after a refreshing bath....woot....
actually wanted to start homework today but don feel like it leh....
today i woke up at 12 noon woot....how cool...
sleep until so well hahax...
i'm alone at home today yeah!!!!
then there's the person who come and wash our block today...
then my aunt come to my house to pass me somethings....
then after i close the door so happy i walking back to my room then....
''piang''....i quickly run to open the door then saw the flower pot smashed....and the person standing there lookin at the pot then me and keep saying sorry....
then i said nevermind...
clearing the things are such trouble lah....first day of the hols then like this haix....
then went into the bathroom then wan to take the mop not becareful turn on the shower then got my shoulder all wet haix...
people may think that its unlucky or bad luck....but i think its good luck because out of so many people in the world it happen to me how lucky.....
i was so happy lah...
aiya also not the persons fault lah.....he was doing his job well wad....
but so sian....my handphone memory card got prob sia....haix...
must always look on the bright side no matter what happen :)
a merry heart do good like a medicine.........
seeya!!!!!!


Zzzzzzzzz

「 10:13 PM 」

yoyo
i'm writing again yeah....
so so so happy today...
gladys(my cell leader i think i case u don know) have a point today....
praying for 5 minutes is better than 10000000 days of doing nothing...i think she said like this lah...so praying will help to make your communication with GOD better...
today's cell was good....praise and worship was good....sermon was also good....
today's sermon was talking about dead sea o.O
today is a relax day...tomorrow will also be a relax day hahax...
but....next week i will be doing my homework woohoo.....
i hope i can finish all my homework in ONE day can u believe it.....
i'll try hahax
ok lah
seeya!!!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzz

「 8:40 PM 」

hihi......greetings fellow friends and unknowns....
i'm blogging again -_-'' obviously...
actually i wanted to blog everyday so i could rmb what happen on that day itself....
but...too mush homework lah STRESS STRESS STRESS.....
mostly maths homework haix...other schools exams paper....4 sets leh....
haix...this march holiday sure don have holiday already....
sad sad sad.....
still got english leeson and physics lesson during the holidays lah...
must find a day,i repeat a day to finish all the work and i'm over and done with all the homeworks muhahahahaha....so happy....
nothing much to say leh....
all i can think of is homework only lor...
now every friday got extra focused test....boring
2.45pm to 3.45pm one focused test(random subjects) then 3.50pm to maybe 4.50pm is english focused test wah......going crazy liao sia...
nothing to write liao
seeya!!!!!!!!



Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

「 9:53 PM 」

yoyo!!!!
one week one post??? yeah!!!!
actually theres nothing to write about...school days are boring...i don like the chem seating arrangement....from the back shift to the front haix...
i wish i could sit at the back lor...
school got so many homeworks.....
bored bored bored....
i want the Os to finish quickly then i don need to study until the results come out hahax....
lets see what i can write about....oh ya PE lesson is getting boring....playing volleyball haix....
i WANT TO PLAY SOCCER!!!!now got new teacher teaching us haix...everything is gonna change.....
only watching anime can make me have some entertainment from the week hahax
i really got nothing to write hahax...
k lah
seeya!!!


Zzzzzzzzzz