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Sunday, August 27, 2006

HAIX......
not retaking chinese afterall hahax....(faking that laughter)....
everything in life for me never go so well....
if everything go into place and its what i wanted...then whats life for...-.-
school is full of lies....everybody is putting a smile over them even they are sad...
whats this??? NOBODY knows....
aLL i want is a happy ending but i screwed it all up.....
maybe i've been playing too much...
i really want to tell her everything i wanted to tell but i just couldn't....how sad...
sincerity is super important for times like this......hmMm....
she doesn't visits people's blog too so even if i write it here she will not get to see it.....
complicated somehow.......no one understands....
if i never try i wouldn't know the answer...
but i have no confidence in myself...the answer is super obvious a instant 'NO'...
if she really can come here to see.....then....
FOR U:ALL I WANT U TO KNOW IS THAT I PUT U DOWN FOR A MOMENT THAT TIME AND......I PICK U UP AGAIN.....I NEVER GIVEN UP ON U BEFORE....HOPE U UNDERSTAND....
haix...
i don't want to write a mask at school ever again....
in school i've been trying all means to make people laugh so that i myself can enjoy my day...but..nothing ever change...the hatred atmosphere is still there....
i have already try all means to take it away but....that one person just continue ignoring......
what else can i do? NOTHING!!!! freaking nothing....
if she wants to stay that way so be it....i tried to talk to her....but she just wouldn't care...even when i stand in front of the class that maths lesson she continued doin her maths....
haix....forget it....nothing in this world is perfect..thats all i want to say.....
bye...

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