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Sunday, May 07, 2006

new day new entry!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!
now is 12.30am
woo hoo.................................
only saturday and friday is the days which can sleep late and wake up late.....
i love these days........
haix....
my heart is being messed up..... :'(
those who come and visit my blog if u got hear the background music.......
i tell u when u listen to it....it's just how i'm feeling now......
very very very sadd....
happiness?????? whats that????
haix....
maybe will have happiness if i pass my mid-year exams with good grades.....
hmmmmmmmm
but only for a short while only.... :'(
to tell or not to tell HER???
haix....
i'm at lost......not knowing which direction to go.....ahhhhhhhhh
i feel like screaming my hearts out......
but i cannot do it because it's late at night....
i want to relax and not brood over such things but i cannot....
I CANNOT!!!!!!!!
i guess after the mid-year exams then i think bahx....
Love cannot be force.....
If force there will be no happy ending..... :'(
for now i shall keep the book to wait for the right one to come along and write the ending of the story in my book.........
now i'm considered "heartless"
waiting for someone to fill in a heart......to keep it pumping.....and not letting it die.....
imagine a person without a heart......cold.......no emotions and feelings........
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
PAIN!!!!!!PAIN!!!!!!PAIN!!!!!!!
heartache.....
haix......
why a girl like a boy then do not want to tell....
and why a boy like a girl then do not want to tell.....
what if the person u like don like u already......what u gonna do???
cry all day or sit down there not knowing what to do like mE.......
WHAT U WAITING FOR GO TELL THE PERSON U LIKE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
do it or regret...... :'(
later going to study physics because got physics paper on monday.....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

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