sobx.....sobx......sobx..... just finish crying after my prayer.... :'( i think that it can be consider as the most touching prayer lah.... but..i'm not going to say it out.....i tell it only to special people.... :) after quite some time my tears began to flow again today.... i thought it will never flow lah.... :'( i'm so happy to see tears again......just like when someone receive the love from someone they treasure....... oh ya finish cutting my hair.....woo hoo.... quite short leh....ok lah....can consider acceptable....hahax... i really want to be in GOD's world when there's only GOD and mE....... then there's the angel playing beautiful music.... how nice..... if can i also want an area of land for mE to lead a carefree life and to farm..... no more worries and no more problems from the outside world...... i love the clouds,the breeze..... i love thinking too......thinking of the possible and impossible....negative and positive.... haix......i'm like 16 and still have a long way in life.... but i only think of now,not the future..... future makes a person realise what he or she will become....... if can....i want to remain as a 16 year old..... but it's impossible.......human will grow old then die one day..... you never know the next second u will die.... haix..... so many advices here and there some are real good and some are real bad..... now suppose to sleep lah but i'm still brooding over some matters lah.... haix...tomorrow got school..... yeah got maths detention tomorrow ......woo hoo..... until 6.30pm liao yeah!!!!!!! finally can clear my detention.... a person must have joy in their heart.... J-Jesus first O-Others second Y-Yourself...... thats joy in a person's heart hehex.... i have to type longer from this entry lor.... if not cannot sleep because got alot of brain juice still in my head..... must use up so can recharge while i sleep hahax... lets see... i finish most of my homework but as usual got blanks of course hahax.... hmmmmm social studies haven do finish leh.... haix....... then got blanks in maths.....sure de lah.... the one who is worth my tears are the ones who won't make me drop a single of them hahax... hmmmmmmmm i guess i stop liao lah.... haix.... too tired liao.... i will still write it....SHE'S WORTH MY TEARS!!!!!!! LOVE HER LOTS!!!!!! ok lah seeyou!!!!!!