haix.....today ar.....haix........ ahhhhhhhh...don't even dare to look at HER today lah... :'( i'm at lost.......don't know what to do now......actually i know lah....but think thats a bad idea lah.... haix......sadd.....i can't smile without HER hahax.....-_-" today actually suppose to have maths detention then the teacher change the date again lah.... argh.....why keep changing leh....from tues change to thurs then change to next monday....haix... i want to quickly clear my detention leh....then thought that tomorrow is a one day holiday then thought can relax but......got alot of homework......what a nice gift teachers give lah.... super bored now....actually wanting to gaze at the clouds but....now the sky so dark so decided to face the comp.....-_-" today first period maths...then followed by chinese lesson woah...today got listening compre lah... cannot quite hear properly leh.... after chinese is chemistry lesson.....then got chem homework haix...... after recess......physics lesson......mr ng go through some question from some test paper lah.... then THREE periods of english lesson ahhhh....but this three periods,we are doing some mock exam lah....so the lesson very fast over hahax.... then bio lesson in the afternoon....got bio test ahhhhh....know how to do lah but don't know whether correct anot leh.... actually want to say liao lah but like scared SHE will scold leh....today the bio teacher also got say leh....SHE like always comb her fringe.....actually being neat is good mah...comb hair got wrong meh...then later go home....straight away on the comp and watch drama series hehex.... watch until disc 8 only lor....still got like.....13 more disc to go lah....and it will take 13 hours or more leh....1 disc 1 hour lor.... haix......very scared now leh...... haix...... how leh...... actually to say lah....i talk to HER friend more than i talk to HER lah.... u wanna know how many times i talk to HER??? the answer is ZERO!!!!! i think i never even talk to HER a word this year lah.... super sadd leh......aiyo die liao lah...... can knock head liao....... shy shy shy leh.....haix always like act shy but really shy lor....who see the girl u like won't blush lah....haix....must overcome it woo hoo..... LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! so many things happen around me in split seconds lah..... all i can do now is daydream and think of the possible outcome that will happen to me lah..... to tell you these outcomes are always negative...... really nothing to write liao lor... all my brain juice get use up by the composition writing today during english lesson lor.... so......sorry ar cannot write liao lah.... ok lah seeyou!!!!!!