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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

haix....
make HER angry today.....oh no!!!!
later then specifically write out lah....
today like got no homework leh....but.....got MATHS correction to do and also to touch up on some of the question from the exams paper......
still got........english grammar exercises ahhhh....
haix....sadd....
then walk past her in the bio lab lah....see SHE like so low spirit lor....bend her head down maybe is don't want to see me lor.....haix.....
i really wish i can knock my head on the wall and go hospital lie down there forever lah....or jump down the building and end my life lah.....
out of so many things......i made HER angry..... :(
why why why why.......those stupid hands of mine lah....and also those stupid brain of mine for thinking of such a stupid idea lah.....haix...really should knock my head on the wall liao lah....
haix......haix......haix......sadd......
on the way home i keep looking at the clouds lah....wondering how nice it is to be like the cloud when one cloud meet another cloud by a knock the two clouds join together lah just like how girl and boy meet each other......haix.....how i wish......daydreaming of course lah.....
argh.......haix......blame myself also no use liao lah.......what has been done already has been done lor....how can i rectify my wrongdoings...... :( if reall can rectify it then i will try all means to make her happy again.....i'm serious lah.....making a person so important angry is like being a loser out in a society lah
it all happen when going down the stairs lah.....then saw her with a girl beside her......
then those stupid brain of mine ask those stupid hands of mine to go push Chin Wa(bio classmate) then Chin Wa got push a little then knock onto the girl beside HER then the girl knock onto HER....then thomas and wee song who are up there saw HER face like very angry leh...so thinking to myself die liao lah.....sure die liao......should not have push lor....haix.....
keep repeating what i have type lah......haix........
IF U SEE THIS I WANT TO TELL U THAT I'M REALLY SORRY!!!! HOPE U WON'T BE ANGRY.....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY STUPID ACTIONS.....
SORRY,SORRY,SORRY!!!!!
hope she will see it......haix.....
haix...
got to go do homework liao..... :(
sadd....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

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