frozen
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
「 3:05 PM 」
haix.... :'(
nothing is fair in this world...hmmm i think i may agree with that...haix...
sadd...
first i'm frustrated with so much homework given by the teachers today....
second i'm frustrated with the people staying above mine unit(so called house) or maybe the worker who came to fix the new lights at the corridor....super noisy...
they are renovating the house i guess...drills sound...haix...
third....haix...jealousy sets in...unhappiness sets in...confusion sets in...everything bad that could happen to a person all happen at a time on ME!!!!
have u ever wondered a boy who never cry no matter what happen or how painful it is,to cry his heart out and tears will keep flowing continuously....haix....
the feeling of crying is just there now... :'(
bursting into tears... flooding the whole house...all this possibilities i could think of...
how sad.... :(
Loving her with all my heart looks like a easy task but....i can tell u loving someone with all your heart is hard....living in a world filled with lies is painful....torturing... :'(
I love her alot...but now...i cannot explain it...
I still love her...ya of course...ehh wait i hope u all know the girl i'm talking about...don't anyhow think or jump to conclusion ar...
haix...now sadd lah...
tomorrow i've to pt on the happiness mask to school again...to make people sense i'm super happy and active...yayaya...
i always wish upon a chance to tell her that iLOVE her but theres no kind of this chance....
sadd....haix...
everytime i see her suddenly i have a feeling inside me...shy feeling leh...
boy shy??? haix...
then will like avoid her and not going to see her....haix...why like this...sian...
if she give me a chance to say in front of her...i give u a 100% that i will by hook or by crook find and bring out all the courage i can find in my whole body to tell her wo ai ni lah....
haix...think too much.....nobody will understand the kind of love leaking out of me except LIM WEE SONG hahax...if u wan to know what kind of guy i am find out from him lah....
the matter happen long ago liao...he make me feel super depressed....u all just ask him how come ferdinand feel super depressed on a day he will know why.... :'(
ok lah..
seeyou!!!!!



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