frozen

2008-04-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

TT School life is boring. And I got floorball training... So busy. Plus my bag couldn't fit all my stuff TT

2008-03-30T00:36:00.003+08:00

WAH! I never update for like a month liao. I looked into the mirror today and realised how funny i look. My hair is like... springy. Then my nose is flat like a pigs. I wanna go for plastic surgery so I can look like this:

I bet if I looked like this, a lot of girls would go crazy over meeeee. I'd like that

2008-02-27T10:16:00.001+08:00

EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS!

2007-11-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

I am not right/ GAAAAAAAAAAY!

I have a Dinosaur bedsheet.
I cant pronouce well; words like CooOoOOoOOoOoOOooOoLiozZzZ
I make fun of people's voices
Even my sister's?

I'm a mean person/

Dont talk to me!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR!

My bedsheet!

So cuteeeeeeeeee right?

Dwheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-11-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOO! Hello everyone, I'm back! Yes you can see that, HAHAHA- School's going to be over soon! Yay! I'm planning to go to Island Creamery! their Ice cream rocks to the max yo! Freedom Baby! I'm a poor deprived kid. And I aint cool, cause I'm Ferdinand Chua Kian Hao

(:

ICE CREAM ARE THE BOMBzXxzZZxzxXZ

An Update, say YAAAAAAY!

2007-11-01T12:16:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone, My name is Ferdinand Chua Kian Hao, Nice to meet all of you, its been pretty long since I updated, anyone missed me? I'm sure no one(: But its okay, what can you expect, I'm ferdinand Chua Kian Hao, I love my name (: I thank my parents or whoever who gave me my name(: I am currently schooling right now(: In the ''Best'' school everrrr! Republic Poly(: But I wish I could go to St Margs, I just love their Uniform, The best ever, POLKA DOTS! I wish I could wear a dress filled with dots(: I bet I'll look pretty(: looking back at my earlier posts, I bet I was a totally guy lian, HAHAHAHHA(: I am doing a case study on Bens and Jerrys, I love their Ice-cream, its amazing yo! and and, I wish I could work there, I think Roy Thong is Handsome, I think Disney Movies are COOOOOLIOZ, And I wish I was a disney Princess(: You know what, I think I'm the most well known person ever, Everyone in school and church knows me, I bet even the MAMA shop uncle knows me too; No wonder he gave a discount the other day(: Before I go, here Are some pictures(: COOOOOOLIOZ(:

Goodbye everyone, I'll see you soon(:

2007-10-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

NEW SEMESTER! NEW CLASS!

This is week 5 of my 2nd semester. YAWN!
Yichun ask me to update haha so i wrote some stuff here! =)

BYE!

2007-09-06T13:41:00.001+08:00

YAWN!
People actually want me to update my blog to find out what's happening in my life.
Sad to say nothing great or interesting happen in my life. The same old lifestyle i am leading as before. SIGH.
Training every single day of the week. Monday, Wednesday and Friday are physical training which i don't seem to go for it hahaha. Then Tuesday and Thursday are court training and i will reach home like at about 11+pm. Quite late. Seriously speaking RP's students really got no life. Maybe some do haha. Everyday 9am to 4.30pm then go home or to IG later on.
Right now having three weeks holiday. Quite boring though.
I seriously got nothing to write here so ya.

BYE!

2007-08-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

Right now i'm resting at home haha.
Alright that's so lame.
So far for all the 15 lessons of every module i take have been fun for me and i really enjoy my time in class so for the last lesson of every module i decide to take a rest and stay at home for the rest of the time hahaha. Self-declare holiday! how awesome can it get? and this means that i got 1 month of holiday straight. Hmmm, i don't think i will enjoy my holidays. i'm seriously super bored at home because no one is free to go out with me haha. Even if there is someone, i'll still consider whether to go out or not because my freaking leg is aching like mad! i haven't been writing entries because i'm lazy to and i know no one will come here to read haha.
i'm not feeling very well too. As in the heart haha.
That's all for today.

BYE!

2007-07-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

ADVENTURE CAMP!
DAY2
hmmm.shucks i cannot recall what happen on the second day haha.oh ya!this is the day when we had all our fun and games!all the high rope elements and stuff.all super fun and i love them all.though i didn't try the flying fox and tee pee shuffle but my group still have fun!
at night we have night hunt and we found all the clues!super fun and we are like running around the school searching for clues haha.so far this day is one of the best day as we have lots of fun.

DAY3
day 3 is a good day also.we had team devotion and i'm like leading it!feeling as a leader now haha.my team score 95/100 from the team game!then off we went to play wet games in the afternoon.there's lots of details which is super long to say.if you want to know come and ask me hahaha.we had our skit on that day as well haha.though we had not so good comments from the judges but i believe that my group did well.all the groups perform well in their skit haha.some were super funny , i laugh till i roll on the floor haha.we had buffet for dinner!it was super good and fillinf too.we had late nights this day as we all slept at 3am! i slept at 4am haha.we were playing games like guesstures and the polar bear game haha.

DAY4
this is the last day of adventure camp already!we wake up super late today and we went to have breakfast then we all went to play street soccer after breakfast haha.we just had our breakfast!we do our area cleaning and pack our stuff and head over to church for youth service!i admit that i slept through the whole sermon haha.i was super tired.after that had dinner with the cell and off i went home!HOME SWEET HOME!haha.

this post really take long haha.i got school tomorrow when it's suppose to be a youth day holiday!hmph!so unfair!i want my holiday i want my holiday!ahhhhhh!

2007-06-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

YEAH YEAH!
back from adventure camp haha.the camp was super good.went through the whole obstacle course and playing wet games was simply awesome haha.shall i start from day 1 all the way to day 5?haha.
actually the camp was suppose to be 4D3N but the leaders had to go 1 day earlier so it will be 5D4N for me haha.
let's see how i will begin my journey haha.

Pre-Camp
first all the group leaders meet at woodlands.we loaded our bags on the van then we took a bus to our destination : Christ Church Secondary School.on first thought,the school is quite big haha.oh ya then i thought to myself : hmmm,after camp then 1 more day it's school re-open then i will have to go back to woodlands again!haha.nevermind school will be fun.
then we all went to our respective bunks to put our things.we shifted the tables and chairs to make space for sleeping.after that we shifted room again because the toilets were of the opposite gender.there are 10 teams in total : Hillary, Fossett, Pugh, Garside, Kunst, Adams, Armstrong, Stevens, Magellan and Piccard.i am in Team Fossett!YEAH!after that we went to make our flags or can be called as banner then we had our session in the prayer hub.it's all fun!haha.then we had to define what is FUN.coming out with stupid names from our group with dominic making all the jokes haha.we come out with FUN stands for 1) ferdinand under nicotine, 2) friendly understanding ninja 3) fellowship under nicotine then so on....hahaha.i forgot the rest haha.then off we went to bed.

DAY 1
we waited for the campers to arrive at around 3pm+ i think haha.we had icebreakers in the hall and the forfeit is chicken dance and toothpaste on the face hahaha.it's all fun and thats what i can only say hahaha.after the icebreakers we had our dinner!then rest and relax for the teams and also for the group leaders to know their members better.we had our first session in the prayer hub.after the session, it was suppose to be night walk but it was postponed to the next day.we had our supper and washing up time.at 12 am LIGHT OUTS!

i shall continue the rest some other time hahaha.

BYE!

2007-06-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

OK!the filming is officially over haha.last time it's not over yet because there are some problems i guess in the films hahaha.
went to NP again today to do filming.happen to see benjamin goh heng ye! hahaha.i almost lost my wallet today!shit lah.lucky jon chua is sitting at the same table that i'm sitting haha.the uncle pick it up and pass it to jon chua.without the wallet i cannot get home lah!lucky lucky!Thank God!
alright now i'm still in the midst of packing for my camp tomorrow!yeah yeah.
hmmm.forget about her?i should have said why should i haha.it's my problem to like her not hers hehe.also i have all the rights to like someone.though i know we cannot be together but why can't i like her?hahaha.if it cost me my life to wait for her i will.if God wouldn't give me her then i shall be single.actually being single is not bad haha.hope after the camp everything will be better.my friends are sick of hearing about the same thing i have to say to them as well as my whining haha.
she doesn't come here anyway so weeeeeeeeeeee.haha.
all the time turning back thing is not going to work anymore.it's all about trust and faith.
trust in the lord with all your heart and have faith on the lord.God got my back.=)

BYE!

2007-06-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

FINALLY THE FILMING IS OVER!
sin ee and friends must be very happy i guess haha.actually i kinda screw up the whole thing because i keep on forgetting my lines!there's this one take which is almost to perfection when i forget to put my hand onto jo's shoulder!shit!hahaha.that's my visit to NP hahaha.it's fun going to other people school and getting to know more people there!it's pretty awesome.oh ya i went into this room where they transfer the tape to their macs it's like wow!then we stayed there for quite a while and off we go!
i'm still thinking whether i should go SP tomorrow or stay at home?hmmm.
guess i will go to my cousin house hahahaha.actually it's quite boring there.i will be super bored there i guess.alright i going off.

BYE!

2007-06-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm a super free man!free as in for time and not from being free from jail or something hahaha.
alright i went to Singapore Poly today.then i got lost.crap right.i was suppose to make my way to the library but i somehow walked to a dead end.how crappy haha.
but i managed to reach the library with the help of the map of course.if not i will be lost in SP for like don't know how long hahaha.i am going to NP tomorrow again to film!how awesome.then i get to eat the japanese food again!weeeeee.it's nice.in SP there are like mac,kfc and pizza hut!so i get to eat all the fast food and stuff.i keep visiting other people school this holiday!haha when i'm like suppose to spend the whole holiday sleeping and doing other stuff of course.
but the other stuff is unavailable so i have to find some other thing to do which is visiting other people school hahaha!the people i meet in SP and NP are nice and friendly haha.
OH YA!NP and SP both have like hills to climb whereas RP got no hills to climb at all!how cool is that.it's super tiring i can say!maybe i have not been exercising much haha so i tend to grow tired after walking.man!i am sure weak!then how am i going to carry her in the future if i still have the chance.=X.haha.
dreaming about her again.everyday i have been thinking about her and wanting that time of hers.but as i know she's busy with her school work and also she will be spending time with her friends which is more important than this mere human here!i know her friends are also human but i'm another exceptional human haha.alright i shall quit whining haha.
whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly haha.

BYE!

2007-06-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
guess what?i went to crash Ngee Ann Poly today!how cool is that?hahahaha.
it's pretty awesome for me and it may not be awesome for some of you guys out there haha.
first i went to meet sin ee at lakeside then we took bus 154 down to NP!on the way there we listened to itunes and all haha.
after that sin ee when to her test hall while i went to the library to sit around waiting for yong jin to finish his test.then along came yong jin at like 10.45+am haha.then we played CS and CNC3 hahaha.NP is freaking huge!if you put me there i think i will get lost haha.seriously!
oh ya and i went to crash sin ee's lecture with yong jin and ben.the lecture is like so boring because i don't understand a single thing hahaha.it's like alien language to me.
anyway i'm going to NP again tomorrow to help sin ee do filming haha.

BYE!

2007-05-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

After so long then i started talking about school haha!
School?it's quite fun haha.getting to team up with almost everyone already!nice knowing everybody during this few weeks of school!thought i will never have fun in republic poly but actually i did!all the stupid things that we say and do haha.fashion shows in school and many "modern people" haha.
W16R, the class of 24! consists of Nicholas, Syazrul, Lam, Johnson, Joanne, Yi Chun, Sybil, Sabira, Vikramraj, Josephine, Cheng Long, Yvonne, Ke Ying, Ophelia, Song wen, Adelyn, Claris, Guo Yu, Jia Ni, Xiu Qi, Lakshmi, Farhan, Kenneth and not forgetting ME!hahaha.
All the stupid things about "STEAM" and also about the movie BORAT!
Borat's favourite phrases such as "king in the castle", "bang bang skid skid", "i have a chair, i have a chair" and the "NOT" joke!all commonly used in class haha.also the word "SEXAYE!"

When it's time you will know it.One must know when to give up and not press in too much till you are a irritant to the person.all i want is just some of her time but i just couldn't get it.all because we both have not been talking and stuff.everything seem so apart and far from each other.different school, different channels, don't know about each other lives much now.One cannot be selfish and take one's happiness and not letting it free to let it seek it's own happiness.
She's happy with where she is now and the things that i can only do is pray for her and also bless her.=).i cannot do much.but i just want to thank God for letting me to have some time with her.it's just me that i didn't appreciate her and always taking her for granted.thought she will be here with me forever but then again her favourite phrase "No one knows what will happen in the future".=).Boys can get emotional too haha.such as crying when you lost something dear to you but it's because when it's lost then we will realise how precious it is but it's all too late.there's no turning back.='(.everything seems so surreal.sigh.if God can turn back time for me, i may have change and rectify my mistakes.=(.

BYE!

2007-05-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

feeling of turning back time for her.haha.anyway it's true.if God can just turn time back before the fuel camp and everything will perhaps turn out well.i cannot guarantee it also because "no one knows what will happen in the future".her favourite phrase.=(.she did prove her phrase right like always.haha.guess everything for her went well.=).i know that she's fine.if God is to bring her back i will be more appreciative of her and change for the better for her.no wrong there are obstacles in life.
school is fine for me haha.everyday solving problem.actually i did learn some things in school!haha.surprisingly hehe.

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

2007-05-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

Am i a happy person now?sorry i'm not.=).
there's still that something there.anyway i'm trying.=).

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say "I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

2007-04-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know
I'm damn precious
And hell yeah
I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too
And you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way...)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

2007-04-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

people say that once you lost something you will then learn to treasure it more.=(.
looking at those messages you send me the last time really wake me up but...
it's too late.='(.what's done cannot be undone.
i seriously hope we could go back to before.
it's not that i don't want to be like last time now it's you who don't want it.
I'M SORRY!
really miss those times before your school started!='(.
you're really someone very significant to me!

BYE!

2007-04-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around; I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around; I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

The emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around; I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know.......=)

2007-04-08T10:07:00.000+08:00

it's april!
when i'm in times of need and in confusion.......WHERE ARE YOU?
when i'm down and empty........WHERE ARE YOU?
you'll never understand how much i love you and how much i want you to be there for me.
i hated myself for everything i've done.
yet you felt nothing.
life still have to go on but it's not the same anymore.
everything has change,everything is not the same.

BYE!

2007-03-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
it's been a long time yeah.
my blog is freaking dead.think i should add something to it.
see those loyal supporters at my tagboard?
no matter whether i got a post or never had one,they will still tag my blog.
HOW AWESOME!haha.
today is the end of the march holidays.so wen school starts my holidays will be totally different from JCs,secondary schools and primary schools too!
hope the school holidays for poly will be the same.oh man!i'm going to REPUBLIC POLY!and i'm like the only one in my class who got posted there!DAMN!
nevermind i'm quite happy and quite sad.but the course is pretty cool.
hope i will excel in it haha.but at least i know someone who is in the same course as i am.
ADAM!thank GOD!phew.
then i will have to make my way all the way to woodlands just to study.somemore it's not direct from the mrt.i need to take a bus to the school!waste of money haha as i'm paying adult fare now.oh my i sound so cheapo.
hope that student ez-link card will be ready as soon as possible!i don't want to be an adult that fast.
i'm only 17!erm 16 to be exact as my birthday is not over yet.for the whole first 3 months thing,i have been staying at home rotting and stoning.MAN!i sure love this kind of life.
i always hope that i do not need to do anything ad money will just drop from the sky!and i can rest whole day,enjoy the sea view from my lovely penthouse.WOW!it's a dream haha.hope to write more i the future!

BYE!

2007-02-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

OH MY!
it's like finally my blog is working again but it's in chinese.
i don't even understand a single thing.
chinese new year was quite awesome haha.
yawn yawn.

BYE!

2007-01-23T13:25:00.000+08:00

HI WORLD!!!

guess this is all i have to say this month. =)

BYE!

2006-12-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade.

~hehe.now then i come and listen to this song hmmm seems abit too late or is it very late =X
quite a nice song.

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only you
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part)
[x2]

BYE!

2006-12-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY HAHA!

today's a fun day haha.had a christmas lunch feast in church.chicken!
after the christmas feast we went over to frankie's house!
at her house she wanted us to swim.then she lend us shorts to wear!
because we do not have our swimwear with us.she didn't tell us either.it's a surprise.
darn it haha.
it was fun afterall.woo hoo!
after that went home and rot.

BYE!

2006-12-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

Continue on...

9 day
~BOO HOO HOO!
leaving nakhon sawan how sad.but we are going to bangkok to...SHOP!
in the end i still didn't get much stuffs there haha.
we spilt into two vans again.and set off to a place to pick the song family haha.
then alecia,frankie,zac and lisa came over to our van haha.woo hoo!
after that we continue our journey to windsor suites hotel.5 star hotel i think haha.
when we got our cards,we went to our rooms to pick our bags down then off to shopping haha.
poor samuel had to take the foldable bed.nevermind.he's kind enough to let us have the nice beds haha.so the whole day is all on shopping haha.we sat the ferris wheel at the night market.
took the mrt.oh ya!thailand's underground mrt admission ticket is a coin haha.tap to enter and slot in to exit.how cool haha.

10 day
~HOME SWEET HOME
we woke up and ate our breakfast then went to vic's room for a final debrief.
we took a cab to the airport which cost like 365 baht haha.
then on the plane and home haha.
the end

BYE!

2006-12-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

alright continue on my adventure haha

4th , 5th and 6th day
~CAMPING TIME!
really cannot remember what we have done haha.
but i know zac fall down while doing some step-over haha.
then i fell while playing jacob's ladder argh.because of the water on the florr that made it slippery.
then sister/SIR francesca (frankie) fell while playing erm duck duck goose? haha.
the fun thing during the camp was that the girls in our team get lock out of their dorms one by one haha.so funny.
frankie and alecia first then follow by erm jess and lisa or florence and jun lynn haha
cannot remember the order too haha.
the camp was all about christmas and we played soccer too finally!
and also rugby but we didn't join in.the have water bomb activity as well.
alecia's attempt to throw the water bomb at me fail thrice! but frankie got me at the side haha.whats more is that i got my revenge and a sweet one too haha.
then a brazilian came to join us on the second day of the camp i think haha.
his name is davi , quite a funny guy haha.
all three meals were provided YEAH!
the guys had to sleep in a dorm with 30 guys! male bonding haha.then we watch chelsea vs arsenal on cable there haha.its a draw haha.i watch for a moment then went to bed cause everyone were really tired but some still had the energy to watch finish the match.woots respect haha.and i love drinking vitamilk too haha.i drink it in singapore too.so its more or less the same taste haha.on the last day p' johnny's sermon was good haha.although its in thai but we still receive a english translated one haha.so in the end i understand it.
then on the 6th day of the trip we spend some time with the thai people then load up the things again and head back to the youth house and the tong nam building haha.

7 day
~WOO HOO!
finally an off day haha.
this day is my team's off day everyone was happy as we get to rest haha.
instead of sleeping in the hotel the group of us went to BIG C to shop haha.
i didn't buy anything but the others sure buy a handful i guess haha.
after shopping we head on back to the tong nam building.
then we went to ann's house to eat pizza! alright!
too bad zac cannot eat it because hes sick haha.
i think this is the day i stayed on with franco to wash the dishes haha.
the plates and cups are like being left for a day.damn stink.rotting rice smell.

8 day
~HIGH SCHOOL TIME!
we went to a high school to teach english haha.everyone must put on their best behaviour and also cannot joke or fool around.how sad haha.thats what i do best =X.but then i still control haha.
the people were quite attentive i shall say.
oh ya girls in the school like ben a lot haha.they will go screaming over him haha.
for the other boys in my team hmmm not much haha.
but still got girls want take picture with us haha.still not too bad.
it was a fun day at school haha.
they still sit on wooden chairs and tables.and even use the chalk as whiteboard marker.
everyone is formal looking haha.
then after that we went back to the tong nam building and change to our casual shirts and shorts.because lee ann was going to bring us to a night market haha.
first she brought us to a place near the riverside.ARGH!i hate that place as there was the place where mosquitoes keep sucking my sweet blood out of me haha.
not just one mosquito but many!
then she brought us to the night market to see what they have there but some of the shops were not open yet as it was called the 'NIGHT' market and not the evening market haha.
while walking i was talking to my team leader , victor , i said "hey,if they do sell those cooked insects we go buy and try?"
then he replied,"ON AR!"
just ask i finished my sentence and we crossed a road.oh i'm sure accurate haha.
we saw a roadside stall selling cooked insects haha or should i say fried insects haha.
they bought grasshoppers and larvae , an oval-shaped insects haha.
i didn't get to eat the grasshoppers.so sad haha.
but i go for something bigger!
the hissing roaches rarrrr! its like a bigger version of cockroaches haha.
it tasted like banana haha.the shell cannot be chewed.super hard.
then we went food hunting ourselves then went to the night market now its open haha.
bought a pair of slippers there then headon back to tong nam building.
then ann came over to brief us again haha.
alright i shall stop here again
will be back haha.

BYE!

2006-12-16T12:30:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT.
lets see what can i say about Thailand

1st day
~took a 2hrs+ flight to bangkok and thanks to mr ng i manage to reach the airport the earliest haha then at the airport the team went to eat breakfast and check in!
security guards everywhere haha
and in the plane the guys give me window seat haha *clouds!*
then played some card games on the plane
after the touched down , we sat in vans haha
5 hours journey to Central Thailand , 'NAKHON SAWAN'.
i was so happy hearing that we are going to stay in suites but when we reach there.
everyone's reaction is like 'HUH? here?' haha.
it's tong nam building! not windsor suites!
but nevermind.we still gladly live in it because we know we will have a nice hotel to stay in when we arrive in bangkok.
then ann who is hosting the team came over to the hotel to have a debrief on what is going to happen during our stay here.then all to beds but some didn't haha.

2nd day
~sweat!
the second day was a tiring day as we need to cut out things and prepare for the christmas camp on the next day.
we do our laundry , sewing , making of the pinatas and doing a lot of paperwork haha
actually i cant remember what we did on the second day haha.

3rd day
~another sweating day for most of us but not me =X
i should have thank all those people who given me the opportunity to go shopping with ann's husband johnny haha.went to BIG C (a mega mart like sinagpore's IMM)/then we went shopping for groceries , stationerys and colour papers haha.oh ya and a cake for jun lynn haha
i chose the cake =X.
when i get back everyone was tired only me feeling bursting with energy
around 4 or 5 o'clock cant remember again haha we load up all the things for the camp and head off! woo hoo!
we reach the campsite and unload all the things.
then began preparing for the camp haha
around 8+pm the students who signed up for the camp began coming in haha.
happy to see them come.
then settle for some performance by the girls in our team haha and the new zealand team too.
ok i shall stop here.
will be back

BYE!

2006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

HI PEOPLE!
i'm back from Thailand!
the plane touched down at 8.45pm
its a 2 hours and 20 minutes journey
Thailand was fun and enjoyable haha
fill you all in some other day haha

BYE!

2006-11-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!

I'm bored....
haix...what can i do after Os hahax...Just finish Os...bored...
what will THE answer be ???... hmMm...
even i do not even know...
NO? YES? SEE FIRST? REMAIN AS FRIEND? OR... THE WORST... AVOID!!!
No one knows...cause sHe holds tHe answer...
i do not even know whether she know what i meant hahax...oops...
she smart sO i guess... sHe knows...
bUt then...she will not come here and read...
hope the paper will not be burn or tear into pieces... =X
haix... troubled and confused OK!
my timetable is super pack and i'm super tired... i NEED HER!!!
how nice will it be if she is to be beside me... and the sight of her...
woots...freshen UP!!! shes like a remedy to mE...
haix... bored...
ok lah
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

Picture time!

2006-11-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

2006-11-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILIN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

you see i'm such a good boy writing a wish to you on my entry...
just want to wish you happy birthday and also.......good luck for yours maths paper 2...
A1 hor...althought i know you will not come here to read this entry...
AND!!!!!!....don't dao mE anymore lah...i want to talk to you leh...
i got something important to tell you.... =X
hahax
ok lah
seeya!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Paranoid.

2006-11-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

nice?
heex.

soz worz last night..
wasnt really payin attention to what u were sayin..
but i know what were the contents though.

haas.
never use the word Paranoid on me anymore..
ya?

- guest blogged by qiu(=

(:

2006-11-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

" 胡姬花！ "
" 真聪明！ "

heex.
back here again~

see that pot of orchid flower above?
that's my neighbour`s.
haas.

now ferdi should be studyin for his chemistry exam tomorrow bahz..
jia yous 喔(:

alright.
late le..
feelin kinda tired le..
so jus ending here.

* thinkin too much of that now only gives u headache.
jus concentrate on studies and nothin else bahz. *

- guest blogged by qiu(:

sexy photo~

2006-11-04T09:29:00.000+08:00

yoyoz.

back again!
heex.

this photo inspired me to update another post(:

aint that nice?

your Woman body~~
=D

lols.
dont say i nvr blog for you horz.
now here's one.

weeeee~~

- guest blogged by qiu(=

4e2 class photo (:

2006-10-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

heex.
smart aint i?
this is the photo of some 4e2 students~

lolz.
okie larz.
till here then . .

*- guest posted by qiu (=

wahh ['' ,]

2006-10-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

wah.
good arz jie..
ur Dad finally come back from China le..

still bought alot of stuffs back sia.
*jealous*

LOL.

* - Guest blog by qiu (=

2006-10-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE AKA NICKZ CHUA!!!!!

hope ya enjoy your birthday and don't rarrrr me...i will scared hahax...
rarrrrrrr...arghhhhhhh...ahhhhhhhh...arrrrrrrr...
woo hoo....woots...hahax...

ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BORING BORING BORING!!!!!!!!
DARN BORED....AND IN 1 WEEK TIME ITS 'O' LEVELS!!!!!
have i been studying? no...
what have i done during these few days? nothing..rotting and stoning + thinking of HER...
haix...
bored.......dead bored......
hope today evening will be better....hahax....
hmMm....
i need to say something important to someone but just cannot find the appropriate time...
i think of saying it on "that" day but...guess its not gonna work out right...
so....i just have to wait...
only shot is during............................................that day...
which day? i also don't know...
so...
still pondering hahax...haix...
ok lah
see ya!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

yoYOz!

2006-10-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

woohoo~
first time here to GUEST BLOG!
LOL.

*i wont let this blog flooded wit webbies!*

heyhey..
see that pic?
aint he looks like Ferdi so much?
lol.

okok.
let`s get started shall we?
hmm..
heard that Ferdi`s going for a Thailand trip with his church ppl eh?
BUT
he has yet to get the form!!
LOL.
quick quick get it wor jie.

hias.
what else to write leh..
like nothing liao hor?
nevermind.

today only warm up mahs.
haas.
come back another day horz jie..

okOk.
see ya~
=D

* - Guest blog by qiu (=

2006-10-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUANG LING!!!!

hope you will smile everyday hahax...

today ar today...haix...
today was a super fun day lah...
take so many photos hahax...
then our dnt teacher mr wong secretly take our picture lah...
high the whole day...somemore today's also JUNJIE'S birthday....
just plain high today...haix...feeling sad sia...
leaving the school like cannot bear to leave it.... :'(
i miss my classroom...i miss my seat...i miss HER!!!!
boo hoo hoo....
argh....but got peep into her class today hahax...she was unawared....woots...
then got birthday celebration for junjie after school at the canteen...
fruit cake!!!!!! hahax...
today the whole day cannot stop laughing...
shiok ar.....
ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

erm...erm...erm...
THE PRACTICALS ARE OVER!!!!!! woots...
today was the cmbine science practical exams...
quite an easy paper....hope the Os written paper will be easier
A1 here i come for all subjects...muhaha too greedy....
B3 for all subjects can le...
hmMm....
biology practical was ok too...drawing of plant cell!!!!! onions too...
tomorrow is officially the last day of school but.....
need to return school for extra classes...all the teachers are pushing!!!!!!
haix...must do it...
for love????? must also...LOLX!!!!
she she she.....hmMm....
keep looking at her during maths extra lesson hahax...
never concentrate....sadd
6,7,8,9,10 and 20 november are my Os dates....how cool...
10 days allowance for the last paper hahax...
take my time for it
woots........
bored ar......going to last day liao...haix...
SHE AR!!!!!!
may not get to see her in the future :'( i don't want that to happen!!!
i will miss her like crazy...
never see her today already like don't know what already.....
haix...
ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELSA AKA SA JIE!!!!!!

wish u have a good day today elsa.... and wish those taking pure biology practical exam all the best!!!!!! including myself...
woots........off to the examination lab!!!

ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL AKA MA KAY!!!!!!

stay happy always and don't always say i primary school that time always bully you!!!!
ok lah
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIUZ PING!!!!!!

today is qiuz bday....happy bday to her once again...
woo hoo....
enjoy this very day qiuz...

ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

hiii people...
prelims are over long ago....
the results..haix...
never get what i wanted but....nevermind...must stay happy...
still got one more shot at it during Os... *SMILE* woots
happenings???
hmMm...
quite some hahax...
but don intend to say...keep to myself can already....
shHHhhHhh... =X
Loving someone can tire the person out...
Loving the one thats dear to you will cause a person to give his all for her.....
haix...
something seems amiss...i got that factual feeling...
imagination keep running wild...like wild lions?
trying to stay real calm...
but...nothing helps...
she? haix... him? i dont know much...
wherever she is,he will be there.... thats the thing...
but love cannot be controlled...one's happiness cannot be ruin like this...
sO just let nature takes its course.....
in school i pretend i dont care and dao her...dont know whether she even know...
the sight of her just makes a person's heart have sound...u know as in the breaking sound...
MY HEART!!!!! shattered...
old school way....she happy i will be happy too...
and away i will go...
vinegar eating...as in jealousy... is around...haix...
so i just think that....erm...u know...ya...
moral...
one cannot be selfish to send one's happiness to an endless pit...
ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzz

2006-10-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FERDINAND!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

walemak....lame sia...finally 16 years old leh...can watch NC-16 show liao
shiok ar...
my days gonna be different hahax...
birthday wishes??? nah...no have hahax...
nevermind.....at least got some hehex...

ok lah
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzz

2006-09-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

ate vinegar(in chinese) the whole evening today...haix...
haix...haix...haix...haix...
sadd..... :'(

ok lah
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted
Unique and unforgettable
You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

Veggie Pizza

Upscale and trendy.
You're the most likely to go for a gourmet pizza.
You have impeccable taste in everything.
You truly enjoy the finer things in life.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

You Are Pumpkin Pie

You're the perfect combo of uniqueness and quality
Those who like you are looking for something (someone!) special

What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are Beef

You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak.
And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count.

What Kind of Meat Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

What Number Are You?

You are 87% Libra

How Libra Are You?

2006-09-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUELI!!!!

hope u get prettier each day...-.-
o.O

ok lah
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

this is a nice mv hahax...got hebe inside...woots...
3 more papers and my prelims will be over muhaha....shiok ar....just hope i will do well for all the subjects...i don't want to fail anymore... :'(
haix...
still studying hard hahax...
ok lah...
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzz

2006-09-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...LIN MING LING!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

*CLAPS CLAPS*

yoyoyo...her bday today...o.O
ohh ya still got one more person bday too....same de...
wait ar.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE JIE!!!

ehh eunice....see didi so good write...next two weeks my bday hor...
don forget hor...
must write big big...hahax...
HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYBODY...
ok lah
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

I'm a Lamborghini Murcielago!

You're not subtle, but you don't want to be. Fast, loud, and dramatic, you want people to notice you, and then get out of the way. In a world full of sheep, you're a raging bull.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

o.O what a nice drive....hahax...cool anyway hahax

k lah

see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

COUNTING DOWN....
3 MORE DAYS TO HER BDAY!!!!
1 MORE DAY TO GO!!!!

haix....
boring!!!! but i like it...
tomorrow will be social studies prelim...woo hoo...
just wish to pass it....
are girls alike??? to me i think so...
when they sense something wrong then they will avoid and ignore like crazy....
haix...why ar?? they themselves will know only...
keep staring at the social studies notes...haix...
i keep haix lah.....
because....haix...don't wanna say...
i afraid that one day i will leave this world...and good bye....
aiya i leave this world nobody will miss me one...
i don't want to think of the impossible already....
i always knew her answer all along...i just continue to be blinded...haix...
obviously know that it will never work i still want go try....
people always say if you never go and try how will you know???
now got 'O' levels she will not even think or consider lah....
NO MEANS NO....thats all lor
ok lah...go study already
haix...life is such a pain....
miserable leh...

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

COUNTING DOWN....
5 MORE DAYS TO HER BDAY!!!!
3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!
2 MORE DAYS TO THINK OF WHAT TO BUY....
ARGH....

Still in the midst of thinking hahax....but will buy de....i promise..hehex...
bored....
kkkkkkk
see ya!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-09T12:45:00.000+08:00

Erm.....HELLO!!!!
feeling lame recently.....rotting at home this hols and going back to school too....
lets see for the whole week i went back to school for four days...
monday-social studies mock exam,bio extra class,maths extra class....
tuesday-geography mock exam,bio extra class....
wednesday-bio extra class,maths extra class....
thursday-physics extra class.....
friday-FREE of course...
today-hmMm...don't know what to do also....oh ya go church....
sunday-ohhhh...maybe go cut hair...hair too thick le...
haix.....this whole hols get burn off just like that....how anti climax lah...
hahax...i should be revising my work but i still got no mood to study...
everyday come home straight away computer!!!! play games...
then next tuesday having physics mock exam when the physics prelim is on 20 sep...
how lame...
oh ya...today is yong jin's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINZ....
see i so good help tell the whole world...
hmMm....
next sunday is a special person's birthday hahax....eunice(from church in case other don't know) should know too because she has the same birthday as her... o.O
i feeling bored already....
feel like doing maths homework but.....see all the sums then don't feel like it....how sad
I WANT TO DO MATHS!!! lolx...
woo hoo i gain 2kgs again...hahax....
again the same thing fast fast burn off....
people out there are trying to lose weight here i am trying to gain weight...
haix...
kkkkk
see ya!!!

Zzzzzzzzzz

2006-09-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

2006-09-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

I WILL ROCK YOUR WORLD!!! hahax.....
yesterday YES2 service was awesome!!!!
the opening of the service bring the whole spirit up...GOOD JOB!!!
at the last moment of the alter call....many went...hmMm...
GOD was working wonders.....hahax....
sadly she didn't get to go because of her parents..... :'(
cannot blame her parents because...being obeying parents is important as well hehex...
today is like a sunday lah...
tomorrow i'm like having social studies mock exam...ahhhhh
do not even know which chapter or topic to study...
jus hope to pass it thats all....
i take like hmMm....a total of 1hr 30mins i guess....to revise...or maybe lesser hahax....
aiya tomorrow see whats the question can already...
the whole september will be burn away by extra lessons....
tomorrow will be like normal school day which is from 7.15am to 2pm lah...
argh....
secondary 4 life is so......erm.....stress hahax...
but nevermind because i get to see her...oops...hahax...
boring....revise quite abit of other subjects....
Os is coming near and i'm still sitting around doing nothing!!!
okok cut the crap short....
i think i'm gonna start studying hahax...it's late to study now....so i have to put in extra effort to study!!!
i cannot slack anymore!!!!
i need her to help me...hahax...if shes willing...
its like when shes around i get to do things right hahax....
shes one important person to me..... :)
kkkkkk
see ya!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-08-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

HAIX......
not retaking chinese afterall hahax....(faking that laughter)....
everything in life for me never go so well....
if everything go into place and its what i wanted...then whats life for...-.-
school is full of lies....everybody is putting a smile over them even they are sad...
whats this??? NOBODY knows....
aLL i want is a happy ending but i screwed it all up.....
maybe i've been playing too much...
i really want to tell her everything i wanted to tell but i just couldn't....how sad...
sincerity is super important for times like this......hmMm....
she doesn't visits people's blog too so even if i write it here she will not get to see it.....
complicated somehow.......no one understands....
if i never try i wouldn't know the answer...
but i have no confidence in myself...the answer is super obvious a instant 'NO'...
if she really can come here to see.....then....
FOR U:ALL I WANT U TO KNOW IS THAT I PUT U DOWN FOR A MOMENT THAT TIME AND......I PICK U UP AGAIN.....I NEVER GIVEN UP ON U BEFORE....HOPE U UNDERSTAND....
haix...
i don't want to write a mask at school ever again....
in school i've been trying all means to make people laugh so that i myself can enjoy my day...but..nothing ever change...the hatred atmosphere is still there....
i have already try all means to take it away but....that one person just continue ignoring......
what else can i do? NOTHING!!!! freaking nothing....
if she wants to stay that way so be it....i tried to talk to her....but she just wouldn't care...even when i stand in front of the class that maths lesson she continued doin her maths....
haix....forget it....nothing in this world is perfect..thats all i want to say.....
bye...

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

CHECK IT OUT YO!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!
woots today national day sia....
shiok shiok shiok....
whole day rotting at home lah...
my butt's getting bigger hahax...swell because of too much sitting...-.-
haix....sadd....ahhhhhhhh
argh....
what can i gain from playing games leh....boring lah....
homework homework and more homework....
fail so many test lah...
don't know what i'm doing also...
sadd....can cry sia... :'(
this friday Os chinese results...hmmmm
hope to get an A hahax...
i never got an A for chinese in my secondary school life lah...
must get it hahax....
like nothing to write leh....
yesterday at school high like siao...hmMm....
then do nothing again....
when can i start studying leh...
it's been so long ever i start to read my textbook lah
now the whole system is like in chinese i don understand a single shit....-.-
now what sia....
boredom....
when is the game going to end sia.....
stupid game played by stupid people...
fact is the fact...truth is the truth.....
it cannot be denied....wolalala......
u say "heyyy" and i say "yo"....heyyy yo heyyy yo....
wahhhhh.......
ok lah
seeya!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-07-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiii
o.O has been a long time huh....
hmmmmm...
haix...my pencil box is stolen,so is jiafeng's pencil box...how sadd...
after pastoral care lesson,both of our pencil box are GONE!!!!
don noe which wu liao human being in this world or shall i say which "kind" soul took it away...
then today only bought two pen lah...one green and the other black...
haix...pathetic sia...
tomorrow the class is having night class for MATHS!!!!
hmmmm...
don noe whether wanna go anot hahax...
i feel like going!!!!
i go tell the maths teacher bahx....
in any case........................................
i think staying at school to study is better than me rotting at home not doing any work...
playing badminton almost quite often nowadays...
haix...
o.O i gained 2kg...yeah...how happy
lolx...
will go back de hahax...2kg nia...fast fast burn off de lah...
sian really nth to write...
ok lah
seeyou!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-07-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP!!!
i'm lovin it....told those people that ITALY will win the world cup...they won't believe me...hahax..
actually i never watch it this morning...
i slept throughout the night...but i get to know the results :) yeah...
i don't bet so i didn't win any money hahax...
Both teams played well....
need to wait another four years for the next world cup haix....
by then i will be like 20 years old...in the ARMY!!!!ahhhhh
feeling sick right now....
feverish and cold hahax....
trying to geng in class but at last still fall sick hahax...
too many things are happening around me...too many!!!!
tomorrow i have social studies test and i didn't study it lah.....
good luck to me!!!! hahax....
school was cool...
everything went fine hahax...
hmmmm...
everyone should be sleeping right now i guess....
woah....got one caring person ask me eat medicine hahax...so caring...
shall not mention later the person bash me up and throw me into the rubbish bin...hahax...
haix.....
ok lah don wanna type too much...
seeyou!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-06-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

YO WORLD!!!
argh!!! 1st day of school is like.......haix...sian...
so bored lah...
then half of my class got detention for maths because they never do their work....how sadd to be like punish on the first day of school...
whatever lah....
hmmmmm
for the last two weeks of the june holidays or shall i say the june school day....
i've been going to school for dnt to make my artefact....
finally finish it...then still have the folio to do...
haix...
i still don understand why people have boyfriend or girlfriend they don wanna tell people especially those who are like so close to each other....understand???
haix...keep on keep to themselves only....NO FAIR!!!!
i know also cannot say....haix....but i really feel like saying....
i can't keep my mouth shut!!!!!
it's super bored to see people who are together yet in school.....like total stranger to each other....
hmmmm
argh!!!!! somebody save me from spilling it out....
nevermind....this ain't of my business hahax....
they don want to say then don say lor....it's so painful to see your loved ones from afar yet cannot get close to them.....PAIN!!!! hahax.... :p
BUT....if it's fake then wont pain lor only happy and will laugh their *** off only nia....coz.....
hmmmmm....
wolala.....
now world cup match Italy VS Australia!!!! 1-0 woots last minute penalty!!!Totti!!!
tomorrow i think is Brazil VS Ghana!!!! yeah!!! yeah!!!
gogogo!!!!
haix..don feel like sleeping hahax...
suppose to do homework but.....come online hahax....got do maths abit nia....
SHES SLEEPING NOW!!!!
ok lah
seeyou!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-06-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!YEAH!!!
woots...
haix what a boring week hahax....
been going to school for this whole week and also watching the WORLD CUP!!!!
rock on!!!
eating and at the same time typing....yeah yeah!!!
haix...
my artefact is almost done so is my homework....
haix...
don really feel like doing my homework lah....
so bored lor...
spoil my holiday mood nia.....oh ya got one more thing hahax.....
hmmmmmmmm
lets see......
this school holiday i thought i cannot have so much fun but.....
GOD somehow gave me mind games to play...woots...
heart games too hahax....
woots....high ar....hahax.....hmmmmm......
i always sleep during halftime for every matches lah....how bored.....
then the teams keep scoring after halftime then i sometimes never get to watch it....
how sad :'(
hahax.....next week going back to school again....how anti-climax lor....
hmmmmm...
this holiday is a whole lot fun....woo hoo...
mind games rocks!!! give people shock game also rocks!!! i love games!!!
CONTINUE!!! AHHHHHHH!!!
become siao le....hahax.....lalalaS
ok lah
seeyou!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-06-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

HEYY!!!!!!
the 93rd entry!!!! *thumbs up*
i'm just being lame as usual...got nothing to do during the holidays except homework...
this is like the 3rd day of the 2nd week of the holidays
how bored...
i got do my homework though...but not all lah...
mostly maths haven done...
emotions are running wild in my head....frustrating.....
everyone has a devil and angel in their body u know.....
i think i'm being to angelic.....it's time to let the devil out of me.....
its like not as in the real devil but the other side.....
it may seem scary but its normal.....
i really wish the angel side of me can stay but......
it wont last long.... the devil is on the move!!!!
i'm left with like 6 maths paper to do and my chemistry homework....
Boys bleed and don't cry!!!!
and for the next two weeks i'm gonna like be in school for the whole time so.....
kinda busy.....
keep wanting to be optimistic but the pessimistic side of me come out....
haix.....
PEOPLE WENT WAY OVERBOARD!!!!!!!
i'm going to be like overboard (x2)
hehex...maybe be quite benevolence i'm going like (x1.5) only hehex....
top 10 list watch it....the devil's here to hunt you down.... :)
During this holiday i wont be at home all the time so i wont be online.....
please don miss me....because in msn no one will talk to me....
so i ****ing don care!!!!!!
hehex
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-06-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

RAISE THE ROOF!!!! WOO!!!!WOO!!!!
haix.......
another week has pass.....
woo hoo....finally a week of resting......but.......
here comes the calamity.......
HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!argh.....
i have to finish all my holiday assignments by the the 2nd week which is like this week because its like 1am liao...so i take today as monday...hahax.....
i got no life leh....
whats town???whats orchard???whats far east???whats wisma???
i'm at lost hahax....
boring life of mine........argh........
even those peoplw who went to town often also gets bored of it hahax.....
singapore is small lah....
but there are still some places that people never go before....
haix....
this school holiday is not suppose to be called a holiday....
its suppose to be called as normal school day....
haix....what a bother!!!!!
really nothing to write....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

WOO HOO!!!YEAH!!!WA HA!!!
-.-....feeling bit lame hahax...but i like it....wolalala......
it's like one week never write any entry....hmmmmm...
never write because nothing to write and also.....like no one come visit....-.-
so....those kind souls who came here...heres an entry hahax.....
lets begin!!!!!
hmmmmm
oh ya got my report book last friday....
results ar.....hmmmmmm not too bad lah...but failed one...haix...
actually i never takke this mid year examination seriously....fool around too much....
kinda like regret hahax....the dont care attitude haix.....
i think i'm gonna like study for my prelims and Os now....
but...
i do not have the time....such a bother....
this june holiday is like equal to no holiday i only like got one week of rest only!!!!
that one week is used for doing my holiday assignment lah.....wah....
stress!!!!!!!
i got like biology homework then...chemistry homework......worst of all MATHEMATICS!!!!
practice makes perfect so i cannot like complain hahax...
i should like take it as part of my revision hahax....
so many things to do...
ohh after i take my report book i went to watch X-MEN3 "THE LAST STAND"
NICE,EXCITING,COOL!!!!
haix....i'm like starting get panda's eyes hahax....
i sleep like 2am everyday....then have to wake up at 7am...5 hours of sleep only....
yesterday get bluff by a friend!!!! she said that she will sleep at 2am then wanna like challenge me...then in the end....she sleep from 6.30pm to this morning!!!!12 hours of sleep lor.....
human need at least 8 hours of sleep lah.....
hmmmm
i'm wondering when can i like really start my homework....
i'm in a semi-holiday mood....but....not quite happy because.......
got homework....cannot blame....haix...
this year is consider an important year....so must bear with it.....
after this year......hehex......
relax all the way!!!!! slack....play computer....go on a holiday....wolala!!!!
for this whole week i'm like having english remedial...haix....
feeling sleepy hahax.....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

HI!!!!!
yet another entry.....
haix....
today got no school.....thought that can have some fun......but.......
i'm wrong......
rotting at home doing nothing.....
oh ya.....my maths correction and my bio homework haven done yet.....
i got the whole day to do it lah.....so......
can relax abit......
*Made a person angry today........hope she wont be angry throughout......
shes not a petty person lah.....shes super generous hahax.....shes irritated now i guess....*
haix....
There people in this world who try to hurt you....
But there are also people who get hurt because you’re hurt....
hmmmmmmm
actually i'm being protective over somebody hahax.....
the person is......
don feel like saying hahax......
i done my maths corrections but still left some don't know how to do......
actually the maths teacher is suppose to go through it before letting us do the maths correction but.........she didn't......
if we never do the corrections properly.....she give us detention.....
she keep ask us to try but.....the problem is that we don't even know how to do it.....
nevermind.....teachers are like this......reasoning to them is a waste of energy and time......
haix........
i'm really rotting here.......ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
thinking of places to go today but all are empty thoughts........haix.......
stay at home also a good thing lah......can finish my homework.....
looking at a bright side hahax.....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!
yesterday went back to school for dnt haix.....
oh ya....i pass my physics.....woo hoo......
still left with english haven return.....scary leh......
if english fail no where to go le.....
really must pass it......
yesterday i was nailing my artefact together.....then the hammer struck my hand haix.....
being careless lately......then got a cut on the index finger......
the teacher gave me a plaster hahax.....it was bleeding......
went to church......then ate dinner and went home.....
today.....
hmmmmmmmmm....
it's like i have been sleeping for the whole day lah....
still got my bio homework to complete.....hahax.....
hope to finish in by now but.....at the rate i'm doing it.....
NO WAY!!!! hahax.....
i have some blanks....it's normal hahax...
i left with the last three question of the paper.....haix.....
so decide to use the comp....
nowhere to go......noone to talk to......haix......boring life of mine.......
got to go eat dinner and complete my homework hahax....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!
SMILE ALWAYS......

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

HIGH!!!HIGH!!!HIGH!!!
cheyyyy not so high lah.....
i quite ok for my mid-year examination yeah.......
but i failed biology!!!! E8...ahhhhhhh
i haven get back my english paper and my physics paper....
i guess thats all bahx.....
today floorball interclass yeah.....
win 2 out of 4 matches.....haix....
i only scored two goals....so sadd....should have try harder......
nevermind it is only a game........hahax...
everybody happy can liao....
but got injuries also.....
my fingers bleed and my knee get bruised.......
but it will heal lah hahax.....
having a great time today.....
then after the matches.....we get lock in school.....ahhhhhh...
but the teacher came to open it and i can go home.....LAME!!!!!!
hahax.....
nothing much to say about
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Another entry to add on today hahax...
because i just done another new quiz.....
IT'S THE LOVE TEST!!!!

test or quiz the same lah......hahax......

Here is the analysis:

1. When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2. You give 100% to your relationship and expect to receive 0% in return.
3. If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
4. You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often, seeing them just once in a while is okay.
5. You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
6. When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

hmmmmmm......
looking at makes me ponder awhile hahax....
Take the test here>>>>>> -=Love Test =- hahax....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

TOMMORROW IS THE DAY WHICH I CHECK MY EXAMS PAPER!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhh
kinda scared.....hmmmm.......
oh ya
actually the personality test for my results is like quite true.......
especially the section on my true self(the last section)........
problems in my heart rather then my head.....hmmmm.....really right.....
really trapped now....
really really really very lost......
i don't know what to do......
this problem only for myself and only me to solve......
it's like a choosing decision.......
haix.....
nevermind......argh.......
i will pass all my exams i hope so........
i really want to pass well for this MYE(mid-year examinations) as well as my O level.....
high hopes leh........
must do it hahax.......
if the results too poor then maybe i wont put it up here hahax...
if it's well done of course i will put it up because i did well..... :)
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

Personality Test???
heres my result hahax....
kinda cool!!!!!!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmmmmmmm

okok lah this test hahax....

Take the test here >>>>>>> -= Get to know yourself better =-

ok lah

seeyou!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

LOADS OF LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.......
there are no true love in this world....there may be some........
everybody is telling a lie,putting on fake expressions.........trying to get the one they love by force!!!!!!!
why force.......haix......
trying to get one by force is just simply evil.......
everyone keep say that are fated to one another and must be together if not they will die......
where got such a thing........
no one is meant to be together.......
Love or don love jus plain simple........
if one see by appearance and not by heart thats not love......its only for the face........
true heart wins it all.....
even though how pretty u are and u have an evil heart u are still nothing!!!!!!
if u are simple looking.....and have a heart of gold........u are just one of a kind!!!!!!
being able to have both looks and heart is good!!!!!!
evil heart will make one ugly....
people suffers from rejections because the person they loved don love them.......
got people like already very good liao still want to choose........ -_-"
haix.......
frustrated with the world!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm rotting and i have NO life!!!!!!!!!
i'm heartless and cold towards people!!!!!!!!
waiting for a person i see to fill it up.......
giving me a life to live on.......

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

woah!!!!!!!!!
today woke up at 10.30am......
hmmmmmm
how early for a no school day.......hahax........
hmmmmmmmm
lets extract something from email........
here it is........
When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.......
When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.........
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.....
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.....
When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying......
When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever........
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered......
When a GIRL says I love you, She means it......
When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that......
hmmmmmmm
Being with the person u love most is so sweet.......hahax......
Being able to have someone u love by your side is better....
waiting for the perfect one???? NAHX....
if everybody are to wait for that perfect one....
people do not need to get marry or be together already and the next generation will not be carry on..... -_-"
if that perfect one is being taken by other people.....are going to just sit there and stone???
no right????? so carry on with life!!!!!!!! without the perfect one others will give just the same feeling the perfect one will give......afterall.......everyone is human.....
yeah!!!!!!!
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm lovin it.....
yeah!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!
mid-year examination is finally over.............!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!
finish all the papers can relax lah..........
phew......................................................................
tomorrow i don need to go to school.....and friday also then next monday then need to return to school.....how cool......
can sleep late late and wake up late late....yeah!!!!!!!!!
keep yeahing sia.....haix.....cant stop.....
hmmmmmmmmmm
today after the final paper still need to stay back and do maths and chem corrections lor....
but.........i finish them early.......i cleared both maths and chem.........
haix........but some need to go back to school tomorrow even though they don have exam....
how sad........ :(
anyway can relax my mind and happy already..........
now goin to 12am liao....
i guess most of my friends are sleeping.........Zzzzzzzzz......
hmmmmmmmmmm
maybe continue to play game later hahax...
too high liao...
high until cannot sleep....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

new day new entry!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!
now is 12.30am
woo hoo.................................
only saturday and friday is the days which can sleep late and wake up late.....
i love these days........
haix....
my heart is being messed up..... :'(
those who come and visit my blog if u got hear the background music.......
i tell u when u listen to it....it's just how i'm feeling now......
very very very sadd....
happiness?????? whats that????
haix....
maybe will have happiness if i pass my mid-year exams with good grades.....
hmmmmmmmm
but only for a short while only.... :'(
to tell or not to tell HER???
haix....
i'm at lost......not knowing which direction to go.....ahhhhhhhhh
i feel like screaming my hearts out......
but i cannot do it because it's late at night....
i want to relax and not brood over such things but i cannot....
I CANNOT!!!!!!!!
i guess after the mid-year exams then i think bahx....
Love cannot be force.....
If force there will be no happy ending..... :'(
for now i shall keep the book to wait for the right one to come along and write the ending of the story in my book.........
now i'm considered "heartless"
waiting for someone to fill in a heart......to keep it pumping.....and not letting it die.....
imagine a person without a heart......cold.......no emotions and feelings........
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
PAIN!!!!!!PAIN!!!!!!PAIN!!!!!!!
heartache.....
haix......
why a girl like a boy then do not want to tell....
and why a boy like a girl then do not want to tell.....
what if the person u like don like u already......what u gonna do???
cry all day or sit down there not knowing what to do like mE.......
WHAT U WAITING FOR GO TELL THE PERSON U LIKE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
do it or regret...... :'(
later going to study physics because got physics paper on monday.....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

hihi!!!!
what a week.....haix....
feeling very restless and sleepy recently....
still have three more days of exams and it's over yeah!!!!
maths paper 1 super hard lah....80 marks....-_-"
then social studies paper haix....also don know how to do....
yesterday was geography and biology paper....
geog haix....never study ahhhh....
biology also very difficult to do lah....
all the papers are hard........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
can pass lah...
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh~
haix....
today finish yet another round of papers....
today got chinese paper 1 and social studies ahhhhhh
chinese paper 1 ar.....hmmmmmmm quite ok lah...but
social studies ahhhhhhh
don't even know a single thing....haix....
i hope can pass leh....
i never pass my combine humanities before.... :'(
must pass all subjects this mid-year and for my Os....woo hoo
haix....
ahhhhh
tomorrow is maths and chemistry paper....
yeah...i'm lovin it....
ok lah
short entry
seeyou!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-28T16:59:00.000+08:00

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo.....
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder......
3. How cute they look when they sleep....
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms....
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.....
6. How cute they are when they eat....
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while....
8. Because they are always warm evenwhen its minus 30 outside.....
9. The way they look good no matterwhat they wear.....
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth.....
11. How cute they are when they argue....
12. The way her hand always finds yours....
13. The way they smile....
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight....
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that anhour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them.....
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"....
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.....
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly....
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt....
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"....
24. The way you miss them....
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them,wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt....
hmmmmmmm
this text is actually extracted from an email lah....
find it kinda cool....hahax.....
this reasons are quite true lah but not all....hehex....
today finish english language paper one and two and bio focused test....
today feeling quite exhausted.....
haix.....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

hihihihi!!!!!!
cannot think of a better starting phrase....hahax....
tomorrow examination starts....yeah!!!!
but got focused test tomorrow also haix.....
english paper 1 and 2 .....how cool....
then next wednesday continue with the examinations how weird...
tuesday normal school day..... -_-"
quite bored now....
biology can make a person go crazy.....i must pass the bio focused test because if i never pass it....
the teacher is going to call my parents ahhhh....
too many things to revise and too many things to care about....
hmmmm....
confusion in someone's life can create a mess in the person's heart.....
just like me....
my heart is like in total mess....bad shape...
confused confused confused.....
now the only thing i can think of is study for exams first....
then think of my personal matters....
quite interesting right....hehex....
i must recharge all my brainpower so i can think of a good composition to write tomorrow....
english paper 2 is comprehension.....i always fail it....hope to pass it this mid-year and to pass english for my Os....great wish....
very tired already....
must go and sleep....
maybe if got time after the exams.....i will tell more about the confusions in my life....
i believe no one wants to hear it..... :(
nevermind.....
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
going to sleep already....
will not log during exam periods....
maybe only hahax....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-23T19:07:00.000+08:00

hi to all fellow humans!!!!!!!!!!
woot....start to blog again.....
wondering why i never blog for the past few days???....haix....long story....
being so confused and feeling that i'm trapped in a cage.......
CONFUSING!!!!!!!!!!
argh finding for the solution but it seems to be hidden somewhere.......
i guess my story will have no ending.....haix.....
the writer i hope for will not write it........how?
story with no ending is consider imcomplete......
my mind keep swaying......and......it's bothering me.....
SHE has her own decision......she like who then like who lor.......cannot force her also....
Love cannot be force!!!!!!!
as long as shes happy i will be happy too.... :)
hope she will stay happy always............ :)
hmmmmmmm
yesterday went to national stadium and watch my school's band perform lah...
they got a silver.....not bad!!!! respect them!!!!!!!
haix.....getting bored every minute from now haix.....
still haven finish my homework!!!!!
MATHS!!!!!!!
this subject is like never ending lah....keep getting homework for this subject lah....
hmmmm......got bio homework....maths corrections....
then fnn students have fnn to do haix......extra load for them.....
oh ya
Have you all ever wondered how the sky turn from bright to dark???
i always never catch a glimpse of it lah.....
i see the sky so bright then moments later it turn dark.....
hmmmm....
i must keep watching the sky hahax...
To be or not to be........thats the question......hmmmmmm
being at home can be so much fun.......the whole house is like mine!!!!!
now waiting for my dinner to arrive......
school is as usual nothing special happen.......
girls always have the decision in their hands lah...but not always......
girls like have the right to ditch boys and reject boys?????
i partially think so only lah...sometimes it's the other way round.....
one can go crazy over girls.......
complicated.....
false hopes????haix.....
next week mid-year exams is starting woo hoo....
MUST GET GOOD GRADES!!!!!!!!
wolalala......
brooding over matters now........
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

phew.....
finally finish maths detention.....today 4.10pm then reach home lah.....
raining somemore....lucky never catch a cold hahax....how i wish....
but.....i love going to school..... :)
Is it my imagination or the real thing that is really happening.....haix......
don't wish to talk about it....hmmmmmmm.....
today got geography test lah....ahhhhh....
i only know a little lah....
today whole chemistry lesson do corrections how cool.....
now i'm feeling very tired lah....i don't know why also....
my body's energy are being drained away somehow.....i feel weak....not feeling quite well too...
i think tomorrow at school i won't be talking lah....
how the class wish i never talk.....they will all go high and celebrating lah....finally i stop talking for one day....
i think my forehead will write "No mood to talk and sick"....
first period social studies so just stay awake for that period of time can liao....oh no....
maths lesson also must act as if i'm listening and full of enthusiasm.....
haix...why keep messaging her lame questions....i think when she receive the message...i can imagine the first word she will say "LAME SIA".....haix.....is not because i want to ask lame question lah....is i cannot think of something related to what i want to say......
i cannot believe what my dnt teacher say.....he say we can start making our artefact this saturday but i think that this saturday we won't do the artefact because the materials haven come......-_-"
hmmmmmmmm......actually i really got nothing to write now.....but i will continue writing....
because i got nothing to do at home.....i'm like collecting dust......
my whole family is like watching television outside and i'm here in the room looking at the computer and typing...
i think i will sleep early lah...
tomorrow maybe will still have that sick sign on me hahax.... :)
got abit cough today too i think it's no big matter....
all sickness will be gone when...............................................................*AHEM haix......
SHES my medicine.... :)
i really want to have a beautiful ending and a happily ever after.....
waiting for HER to write the continuation of my story.....and leaving HER ink there and the pages will not be torn away....
the book will be lock in the middle of a room........only love can open up that room to read the cotent of the book....
SHES WORTH EVERY BITS AND PIECES OF ME!!!!!! :)
ok lah
seeyou!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

sobx.....sobx......sobx.....
just finish crying after my prayer.... :'(
i think that it can be consider as the most touching prayer lah....
but..i'm not going to say it out.....i tell it only to special people.... :)
after quite some time my tears began to flow again today....
i thought it will never flow lah.... :'(
i'm so happy to see tears again......just like when someone receive the love from someone they treasure.......
oh ya finish cutting my hair.....woo hoo....
quite short leh....ok lah....can consider acceptable....hahax...
i really want to be in GOD's world when there's only GOD and mE.......
then there's the angel playing beautiful music....
how nice.....
if can i also want an area of land for mE to lead a carefree life and to farm.....
no more worries and no more problems from the outside world......
i love the clouds,the breeze.....
i love thinking too......thinking of the possible and impossible....negative and positive....
haix......i'm like 16 and still have a long way in life....
but i only think of now,not the future.....
future makes a person realise what he or she will become.......
if can....i want to remain as a 16 year old.....
but it's impossible.......human will grow old then die one day.....
you never know the next second u will die....
haix.....
so many advices here and there some are real good and some are real bad.....
now suppose to sleep lah but i'm still brooding over some matters lah....
haix...tomorrow got school.....
yeah got maths detention tomorrow ......woo hoo.....
until 6.30pm liao yeah!!!!!!! finally can clear my detention....
a person must have joy in their heart....
J-Jesus first
O-Others second
Y-Yourself......
thats joy in a person's heart hehex....
i have to type longer from this entry lor....
if not cannot sleep because got alot of brain juice still in my head.....
must use up so can recharge while i sleep hahax...
lets see...
i finish most of my homework but as usual got blanks of course hahax....
hmmmmm
social studies haven do finish leh....
haix.......
then got blanks in maths.....sure de lah....
the one who is worth my tears are the ones who won't make me drop a single of them hahax...
hmmmmmmmm
i guess i stop liao lah....
haix....
too tired liao....
i will still write it....SHE'S WORTH MY TEARS!!!!!!!
LOVE HER LOTS!!!!!!
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-15T17:37:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!!!
woah....today's saturday a homework day for mE!!!!!
wolala...yeah yeah yeah.....
actually i don't like to do homework leh....
homework are boring things....do finish liao also cannot gain anything but....actually can gain something lah...gain experience so....if the smae kind of question appear again i will know how to do hahax....
hmmmmm
out of 7 homework i think i finish only 2 lah....so pathetic lor....
i think i can finish 6 today....the last one will be maths hahax...
then like this.....tomorrow i will only need to worry about maths can liao muhaha....
now i'm actually doing my bio assignment lah....
findings about adrenaline....
now i know whats adrenaline liao....actually knew it long ago lah but lazy to go find it out hahax...
Adrenaline is a hormone and a neurotransmitter produced by the adrenal gland, which is near the kidney in the body of many animals.....hehex.....
it's a hormone lah....of course i know that hahax....
then.....left with maths,social studies,english and cme homework haven do....
ahhhh can u imagine cme have homework?
haix.......i think only my school have it lah....
i think i don't intend to do the cme work lah hehex.....
hmmmmmmm
i'm gonna finish my bio soon lah...
so in total 3 finish liao.....
today rain the whole day leh....quite cooling lah but.....i still on the air-con hahax....
finding means to waste electricity hahax...
sian leh my hair haven cut ahhhh....super thick lah....from far u see like one patch of black colour on my head lah....haix....i'm gonna cut until very short......see first lor....
i think cut thin plus short bahx....
actually my dad cuts my hair lah....it's free lah so what for waste money go hair-dresser there cut if your dad knows how to cut......his standard ok lah...cut liao acceptable lah hahax...
feel like sleeping lah but haven finish homework how to sleep peacefully....haix....
Mid-year examinations coming liao leh....
mine is on the 28 april lah....i think it's super early lor....
it's like two more weeks....then in june i think is 'O' level chinese paper bahx....
wah time really flies lah....hahax.....
haix......i got alot of things haven do leh in this school.... :'(
i will regret lah if i finish my Os and never accomplished what i want to do.....
it's heartbreaking lah....haix..... :'(
aiya i think now just think of both things lah.....
one is studies and the other is *AHEM.....
haix.....haix.....hiax.....
i'm gonna continue with my work liao lor....
i think i going to abandoned my blog for awhile when my MYE start lah....two more weeks leh....
haix.....sadd........
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

hihihihihi!!!!!
today's good friday woo hoo........
a day that i don't need to go school yeah....
but quite sadd lah never go school....i love going to school lah....
people go to school to study....i go to school to study and to......AHEM* don't want say lah....
cheyyy.....
ok lah....
just nice today's is my dad's birthday too lah....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!!!
act like he will read my blog lah hahax...
he never use the comp or shall i say once in a while....
his birthday cake:chocolate cake woah......too much cream leh....
nevermind lor.....a person birthday then get to eat one lor hahax....
CAKES!!!!!
so much homework to start with lah......
english,biology,maths,chemistry,social studies and don't know liao....hahax
haix.....
no school meaning cannot see HER haix.....
haix...really go crazy liao hahax...
knocking my head one the wall.....under the shower for a long time.....thinking of what's the next step i should take.....erm.....
still cannot figure out lor....
hmmmmmmmmm
tomorrow will be homework day liao lah...
must do finish all the homwork by tomorrow...... :)
then sunday can relax lah....
today atually want to do homework one by once i see the comp then will cannot stop liao lor....
must use liao...
see from morning use until now leh me
haix....haix....haix....wish to tell her three words girls love to hear from the person they love....
haix....
i kinda want to desert my blog for a period of time lah but.....i think no use lah....
cannot run away de leh....
sadd :'(
why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?
argh.....
thinking of running away from all my problems and lead a carefree life in one small island all by myself but.....i cannot leave her......i need to take HER with me.... :'( but.......
aiyo.....how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes.....got no where to run....and i'm slowly fading away...... :'(
SHE's like the flame in my life....when the fire dies down my life will be gone
haix....
LOVE YA LOTS!!!!!!!!! <3
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

haix.....today ar.....haix........
ahhhhhhhh...don't even dare to look at HER today lah... :'(
i'm at lost.......don't know what to do now......actually i know lah....but think thats a bad idea lah....
haix......sadd.....i can't smile without HER hahax.....-_-"
today actually suppose to have maths detention then the teacher change the date again lah....
argh.....why keep changing leh....from tues change to thurs then change to next monday....haix...
i want to quickly clear my detention leh....then thought that tomorrow is a one day holiday then thought can relax but......got alot of homework......what a nice gift teachers give lah....
super bored now....actually wanting to gaze at the clouds but....now the sky so dark so decided to face the comp.....-_-"
today first period maths...then followed by chinese lesson woah...today got listening compre lah...
cannot quite hear properly leh....
after chinese is chemistry lesson.....then got chem homework haix......
after recess......physics lesson......mr ng go through some question from some test paper lah....
then THREE periods of english lesson ahhhh....but this three periods,we are doing some mock exam lah....so the lesson very fast over hahax....
then bio lesson in the afternoon....got bio test ahhhhh....know how to do lah but don't know whether correct anot leh....
actually want to say liao lah but like scared SHE will scold leh....today the bio teacher also got say leh....SHE like always comb her fringe.....actually being neat is good mah...comb hair got wrong meh...then later go home....straight away on the comp and watch drama series hehex....
watch until disc 8 only lor....still got like.....13 more disc to go lah....and it will take 13 hours or more leh....1 disc 1 hour lor....
haix......very scared now leh......
haix......
how leh......
actually to say lah....i talk to HER friend more than i talk to HER lah....
u wanna know how many times i talk to HER???
the answer is ZERO!!!!! i think i never even talk to HER a word this year lah....
super sadd leh......aiyo die liao lah......
can knock head liao.......
shy shy shy leh.....haix always like act shy but really shy lor....who see the girl u like won't blush lah....haix....must overcome it woo hoo.....
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
so many things happen around me in split seconds lah.....
all i can do now is daydream and think of the possible outcome that will happen to me lah.....
to tell you these outcomes are always negative......
really nothing to write liao lor...
all my brain juice get use up by the composition writing today during english lesson lor....
so......sorry ar cannot write liao lah....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

haix....
make HER angry today.....oh no!!!!
later then specifically write out lah....
today like got no homework leh....but.....got MATHS correction to do and also to touch up on some of the question from the exams paper......
still got........english grammar exercises ahhhh....
haix....sadd....
then walk past her in the bio lab lah....see SHE like so low spirit lor....bend her head down maybe is don't want to see me lor.....haix.....
i really wish i can knock my head on the wall and go hospital lie down there forever lah....or jump down the building and end my life lah.....
out of so many things......i made HER angry..... :(
why why why why.......those stupid hands of mine lah....and also those stupid brain of mine for thinking of such a stupid idea lah.....haix...really should knock my head on the wall liao lah....
haix......haix......haix......sadd......
on the way home i keep looking at the clouds lah....wondering how nice it is to be like the cloud when one cloud meet another cloud by a knock the two clouds join together lah just like how girl and boy meet each other......haix.....how i wish......daydreaming of course lah.....
argh.......haix......blame myself also no use liao lah.......what has been done already has been done lor....how can i rectify my wrongdoings...... :( if reall can rectify it then i will try all means to make her happy again.....i'm serious lah.....making a person so important angry is like being a loser out in a society lah
it all happen when going down the stairs lah.....then saw her with a girl beside her......
then those stupid brain of mine ask those stupid hands of mine to go push Chin Wa(bio classmate) then Chin Wa got push a little then knock onto the girl beside HER then the girl knock onto HER....then thomas and wee song who are up there saw HER face like very angry leh...so thinking to myself die liao lah.....sure die liao......should not have push lor....haix.....
keep repeating what i have type lah......haix........
IF U SEE THIS I WANT TO TELL U THAT I'M REALLY SORRY!!!! HOPE U WON'T BE ANGRY.....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY STUPID ACTIONS.....
SORRY,SORRY,SORRY!!!!!
hope she will see it......haix.....
haix...
got to go do homework liao..... :(
sadd....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!!!!
ahhhhhhh....HOMEWORK,HOMEWORK AND MORE HOMEWORK!!!!!!
still have three sets of maths examination paper haven do....
no lah just kidding not haven do lah....is......got quite a NUMBER of BLANKS!!!!!!!
u should know how much bahx....
today got geography,dnt and eng homework and not to mention MATHS(the killer subject)
haix.....
today SHE go home so early haix......
no lah not go home lah go jp(jurong point) eat lunch lah....
woot....today went sakae to eat sushi.....hehex.......
the food there super nice lah...now i'm typing this entry with a bloated stomach ahhhh
so full lah...
finally get to see HER upclose liao....woo hoo.......
today got back classroom after dnt then saw HER with....her friend then saw HER like so near lah...woah......
erm.....HER face ar.....hmmmmm....no comments hehex....
abit light light and abit dark dark leh.....then abit reddish i think the weather hot lah so red red...
got to go do homework but...sleep one hour first hehex...
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

hihihihi!!!!!!!
HOMEWORK,HOMEWORK,HOMEWORK!!!!!!!! ahhhhh
maths and english argh....
then tomorrow still got detention ahhhhh....sure until 6.30pm de lah....
haix......
today got PFT(physical fitness test) woo hoo....super fun lah i lovin it yeah yeah....
pass all leh....walemak.....but....the shuttle run hor....first attempt then go throw the block then the teacher say no count sian lah....then re-run lor haix...
then sit-ups do jus nice 42 because 5 points liao mah....then still got so much spare time sia...i think can do about 50 bahx....hehex....
siansation leh now still doing maths lah
haix.....
then pft with the girls sia....because got bio lesson so must join the girls lor....
then saw HER ahhhhhhhhh
haix....ok lah....not shy to look at her liao...immune to it hehex....
but still got abit leh......heart beat damn fast lah.......
almost want come out.....
serious leh i not joking hahax...
haix....
must finish my homework as fast as possible so can relax awhile then.......sleep of course hahax...
ok lah
seeyou!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!!!!!!!!
now 12+am sia...
still haven sleep haix......cannot sleep leh....keep thinking and thinking of something lah.....
i always have different moods lately leh....at one time happy and at other time sadd...
haix.....finding the main reason for this lah......
now is 12+am so shall i count now 9 april or 8 april???
aiya count as 9 april lah....
yesterday which is 8 april.....went for speech day so never go to church lor....
the speech day is like EMD lah almost the same.....but don't have drama only....hahax
relax day sia......today leh which is 9 april....hmmmmmmm
let me see what can i do today.....
daydream......do some maths......wake up late late.......eat lunch don't eat breakfast because wake up too late hahax....then.....
watch tv.....watch anime.....watch drama series named it all started with a kiss(e zuo ju zhi wen)
then......pack bag for school the next day......
then think of what will i do at the detention room on tuesday......hahax....
then monday got PFT(physical fitness test).....
sian sia.....
ohhh ya still got bio test tomorrow.....MUST PASS!!!!!keep failing my sciences lah.....must pass must pass.......
quite tired now leh.....
feel like sleeping but cannot sleep.....
haix......to infer something is always not true lah.......must have confidence in your choice and don't doubt it......inferring something can make a person show that his doubting something lah....
in life people do infer but it's not always right.......people infer only when doing source based question for social studies test hahax....
wah now after so much thinking my head grew tired leh.....wanna sleep liao
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!!!!
siansation sia....yesterday kana detention by maths teacher haix....
then after staying for like 3 hours in the detention room.......then it's like 6.30pm lah....
then the maths teacher say that detention not counted because we talk....haix...
waste my time sia...
then next tuesday must go detention again haix....sure until 6.30pm one haix....
next tuesday must not talk liao.....must be good boy so can go home and don't need to come again liao.....
haix...kana detention for not reading the question haix.........
cannot blame ar...too tired liao....only read the behind of the question then the infront never read haix....
sadd ar........
i think i will not go around making fun of people liao lah....
because today incident woke me up lah.....i suddenly feel that teasing others isn't fun lor...
sorry to those whom i tease before.......
sorry sorry sorry........ :)
today went to discovery centre woo hoo......
whole day no lesson lah....then we sit bus tour round SDC woot......
then watch then puppet show....hahax..don't understand a single thing about the puppet show hahax...
then got maths and english focuesd test lah.....argh.....
not enough time to do lor........
sadd sia....only get a little glance of HER nia today.......haix....
for the whole SDC trip didn't get to see her always lah....because HER class go different destination mah.......
today also feel high lah hahax....enjoying the trip....bwahahaha....
just finish watching bleach episode 69.....woot.....
can't wait to watch another episode hahax....
must balance my time properly liao leh....
sian sia MYE coming soon sia......argh.....
must find time to revise lor.....
actually at the SDC shaotang say one thing that make me ponder hahax....about HER one lah...
i think very long leh and still ask myself why ar......keep thinking lor....now still thinking leh....
ok lah....
seeyou!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!!!!!
today super high lah.....considering quite happy.... :)
yeah i bought fish for bio liao....phew....aiya small de fish....
friday is like off day for my school lah...whole day at science centre sia...high high high sia.....
but sadly need go back school for focused test lor...maths somemore....wah....
if i fail this test i can go bang m head on the wall liao....
now haven even touch any of the homework yet sia...
jus came back from school not long ago....hahax....got speech day rehearsal....
as audience lah....super cool lah....must revise maths lah
i think tomorrow can revise yeah!!!!finally got one day which can revise properly liao....
super happy.... :)
she really make my day alot better lah....shes like the happy thingy to make a person's feelings be lifted up and feel happy.....wah i say until she like a tool but....shes not lah...so don't anyhow think leh....
shes special lah....cannot tell u all what so special about her if not become not special liao....
sian ar.......
9.30pm i going to do homework liao...
woo hoo............
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

haix...fail another chem test....
whats happening leh....
i never pass my chem test before lah...other subjects got pass and got fail but chem...
NEVER EVEN PASS!!!!!!! argh...
8/20 lah....so close to passing....always like this de...
tell me whats going on inside of me
i despise my own behaviour
i lost my interest in studying lah but....i will study hard to prove to my parents i can do it....
i must get good grades and place the results in front of their eyes....
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!
my brains are giving way cheyyy....
i must tolerate..............i must endure...........all the nagging and all the stress then after my Os....
wolala wolala wolala i will slack the whole vacation woot..........
now i'm thinking too much....
must study....then must find a woman to back me up cheyyy...
behind every man theres always a woman.....hmmmmmmm....
will she be that woman.....???? maybe???maybe not??? or a straight NO!!!!!!! ahhhhh....
ok lah must go revise maths liao
seeyou!!!!!!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

hahax...
yoyo!!!!
i realise that i cannot be stubborn to not look at maths example in the book hahax...
ehh examples do help lah
it help me understand maths better lah
try looking at examples....once a look and understand it...woot....
it's super easy lah
must record the formula in your brain hehe....
today school day is quite ok lah...
got 1 hour of recess lah...woot...
tomorrow p.e wheeeeee....
super cool....
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!!!

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2006-04-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!!!
lucky yesterday never kana prank by people ar....phew....lucky
my cell members are like so enthu about yesterday lah....
then frankie,joy and alecia this three girls go put toothpaste in oreo cookies and give people eat lah....
lucky never eat....but got some people go eat lah then they lied to them saying it's the newest oreo with mint hahax...then they brought lizards and cockroach along hahax...fake one of course...
quite a fun day yesterday....
now today i'm gonna do my work and finish it...so i don need to think of it anymore....yeah!!!
homework homework homework woot......
ok lah
seeyou!!!!!

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2006-04-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

hi there folks....cheyyy
today's 1st of april which means....april fool day lah...sure got a lot of people kana prank lor...
WATCH OUT FOR THOSE PRANKSTERS!!!!!!!
cheyyy
for today i suddenly have this coming to my mind....my past...
my past on how i meet HER...u know the HER.... :)
i shall say how i met GOD first lah better...
i met GOD from young as i grew up in a christian family... :)
then got baptise at the age of 14? i can't remember leh...
so....GOD enter my life the very day i was born... :)
ok then....now i shall say how i met her....it's kinda weird lah meeting her this way....
since secondary one until secondary two during october to november this period of time i don't even know that she exist in my school...
during my secondary one life i went to tuition at jurong east and sad to say i didn't meet her lah...after one year at that tuition centre i quit and never had tutition anymore...i think without tuition it is better for ME!!!!
the first time she surface from my vision is when i heard her talk that very day....
during the time of sec 2 when i fracture my leg....as my class was 2e3,shes in class 2e4....when we line up our class will be just next to each others and i remember her saying....
HER:he like this stand not tired meh...(in chinese)
mE lookin at her saying:of course not tired lah....
this was the first indirect talk with her...i really didn't know her...
then sec3 i started to notice her lah...her class was still next to mine... :)
during recess or after school she will come over to find her friends.... :)
half of the year i and darren had been teasing her like crazy lah...looking back i think i'm evil...
giving her that bad impression lah....aiya cannot blame lah that feeling is not there at that time...
during the june hols...i talk to her on the phone...for like 3 times? hahax....
got one time when i called she was like in the toliet washing her clothes as she said she came home late so she had to wash her clothes herself...[hope u are not angry when u see this or u never see this... :)]her conversation with her mum is like so funny lah...
then after the school reopen the u know u know happen lah....
then until now lor...
i don need to write out what happen for the later part till now lah....
of course is ......*bling bling* cheyyy...
ok lah...
seeyou!!!!!!!!

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2006-03-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!!
31st march 2006 walemak so fast sia...going to april liao leh...
then Mid-year examinations coming liao...must study!!!
i so study but i don apply it sia...haix...now must work hard liao...
today got physics focused test....i know the formula but i forget to turn over the fraction ahhhh...
sian leh i really wan to pass my physics leh....pray that GOD will help me...i'm in need ahhhh....
heres something that happen today lah....i saw a moth in the toliet at 6.15am lah then i came home from school like 8.10pm then went to bathe at 8.25pm then i saw the moth still in the toliet sia...wah it sure can stand all the smell lah...powerful moth...
woot....
haix...sadd....
Life is precious if u waste it thats it for u...treasure your Life....
D&T argh....sian leh...so many things to do for D&T lah...
the do finish detail development liao then the teacher check and then ask me add in drawings and more things sia...
ehh some question cannot draw lor...then keep ask me draw...F&N i think also the same lah...
D&T and F&N pupils share the same fate hahax...
expectations too high sia...so difficult to concentrate lah...
tomorrow i will start all my work...
ok lah...
seeyou!!!!

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